+::+.an.unwanted gal.+::+

summarize

2006-06-13T01:24:00.001-07:00

eh hey ~ really sorry people . very busy recently . esp during the june holidays .

went for 8 days trip to korea . wasnt really enjoys myself alright ? i just simply miss my homeland . why ? because i miss my sisters , my dear of course .

anyway .. me and thomas brk off already . long story , whoever wan to know , contact me okie ? 250506 ,, gotten another new bf barhs . knew him for more than 3 years . really didnt expect this day will come . =)) so far so good barhs . may we lasts .

my aunty was admitted to the hospital . every trip to tts , no reason could stop me for crying . look at her condition , really felt so hopeless . yesterday went to visit her again . her condition has finally stable down . hope she will recover real soon .

anyway people , i will be updating my blog even more seldomly . only when im free okie ? sorrie . =))

summarize

2006-06-13T01:24:00.000-07:00

regular post ?

2006-05-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

NNB larhs , just now half way through updating , stupid com of mine auto restart . WTF ! alright , was saying that no more lazyness , shall try to update regularly from today onwards . provided i was free larhs . =))

yesterday alsho get beaten up by my uncle . luckily never , or else lets see what would happen to him . =.= managed to pull dear with me for the bugis trip . realised we didnt go out for VERY LONG already . awww ~ took bus there and had our lunch at yoshi . the beancurd which was included in the set meal made me puke . ))=

had our shopping spree done at around 6 . but yet , bebe still couldnt find the shirt he wanted . sad for him . =x brought 80$ out & was left with 18$ . but its worth buying 4 tops & 2 pair of socks for my copyrighted shoe . haa ! took bus home & get prepared for my clubbing night ! bebe accompany me to mall & i accompany him for the arrival of 72 bus . head to plaza to meet up with yunie & zhu en . had 3 game with zhu en . pool i mean . i won all ~ kaka ! =x but i wasnt that bad & make her pay up all larhs , shared the price with her =))

saw xiaokel that pig there . he very skinny larhs . bth man . & guess what ? i saw sunxiezhi ! hohoho . how shuai man ~ *heartmelted . =x slacks at plaza until 10 like that ? finally cindy & eileen reached . together , we take mrt & head towards ps . went to look for ahjie they all . hi-ed & bye-d with them & weet ~ we set off to rush ! hoho . as its public holiday , that stupid vesak day . we were made to pay 6$ each . im really gonna bankrupt . after that went to have our dinner . ate guotiaotang ! so long since i have it . YUMMY .

after the slacks & stuff , we go in yo arhs yo lerhs . when we start to have the mood to shake , kanna screened . WTH ~ & we are the only group that were being asked to go outside . how malu it can be ?! so shyt eh ~ around 1/2 hr passed , we go in & shake again . seriously , yesterday didnt really enjoyed arhs !

left the place at around 230 . no r&b for us . no anyhow shake . lol . walked to ps with yunie while the rest went home . passed through the fort canning park . eewwwww ! how eerie alright . ))= & we lost our way inside the carpark of park mall . LOL . anyhow walk & got into the 1st floor of the mall . the security gave us a warning . =D went to ps & meet laopo & walked to cine & look for ahjie and company . FINALLY saw liping . haa ! really very chio ~ no lie . and sexy actually . chat awhile and we went to the basement and find a place to sit . yunie & laopo's fren & laopo's bf dozed off . left both of us , so strong ! lol .

at around 6 , took cab home & finally i could feel the tiredness . HAA ! went to have a bath and straight away went to sleep without having my hair to dry . sleeps all the way until 7pm today . hahahaha ~ & my some of my hair is still wet . im so energetic now , oh gosh , how am i gonna get into sleep later ? ))=

musnt be sho lazy anymore

2006-05-11T11:29:00.000-07:00

hmm , finally decided to change my lifestyle . after i was being chased out from my combine humanities class .

tuesday , went to counselling room instead of history lesson . since that mrs lee hate me so much , why should i be so thick skinned & go back to her ? therefore went to look for mrs kc instead . she asked me stuffs & so , & actually counselled me . haa , i felt better actually . all thanks to her .

from today onwards , im gonna work on my own timetable . WEEKDAY : wake up , go to school , after dismiss go home , take a nap , & go to mac for revision . WEEKEND : sit back & relax . isnt it good this way ? gonna continue like this until my O ends . how stress . T.T

wednesday , mrs ravi shared with us her pregnant experience . sounds good at first . but when its time to give birth .. TERRIBLE . im thinking will i be able to take it for a basketball team ? LOL . i dont want to suffer ! sobb . but it turns out to be how heartwarming when the baby is out , with the mother n baby safe & sound ..

thursday , today is holiday ! didnt go to school due to the holiday given by the election stuff . but woke up at 2.10pm , how early . went to play my maple awhile & thats really for a while ! miracle yea ? hmm .. after that went to bath & stuff . head to point & meet dear for my belt . together with him & weijie , we go to bus 70 bus stop . was going to fetch my baobei after her lesson . otw , saw laopo in the bus . was planning to go bugis & end up going marina square for laopo's boy birthday . how steady eh ? LOL . spent my 20$ there , sob .. went shopping almost every shop there . TIRED ** but still , didnt bought anything . SIGNED`

its been exactly 2yrs plus since i step into marina square , a memories with guni , seriously , i miss there a lot . the place had changed , & so is the people , the heart . its no longer the same anymore . haish , i misses guni , really lots .

tomorrow think will be going to club again . hoho ! clubbing clubbing ~ but beforehand , i think i will get my dear to go bugis with me & shop for some tops so as to match my set of clothes for the night . &amp; then go home prepare , then go meet yunie & go look for that rave , she needs to pass him present . =.= baskettt . HATE HIM .

thiinggs channgges

2006-05-07T03:48:00.000-07:00

its more than a month since i updates . x= im always have the urge to update it ,, just that im too lazy for that ~ well , to summarised what had happen in this past month .

hmm , school was alright i guess ? but for my SA1 result was terrible .. failed all actually ~ because chinese was not taken during the exam , so i eventually FAILED all . ))= this was not i want either . lets hope for the best next time round . laopo came to our school for N result & year book which was to be taken years ago . skipped history lesson just for her , how sweet ? LOL .

many people said i had slimmed down . i hope so too . LOL . but that idiotic husbby of mine asked me to eat more . =.= he always want me to be fat & ugly ! everytime when i claimed that im fat , he would say good marhs . whenever a new pimple pops up , he would say cute marhs . ROAR ! but good thing was , he never mind all this ((= anyway , we had reach our 10th month . but by right should be 11th month liaos , who asked us to have a pause in between ? but nevermind barhs , how long isnt a problem , its how is the process counts . ((= meaningful ehs ? LOL .

guessed i will be playing my maple even more seldom than before . because my 2x finished . no more mood to chiong ? exp is too slow ! couldnt stand it man . but like that also good i should say , i can have more time with friends around me , how nice right ? kakas . recently i felt neglected . dear is always busying with his maple stuff . even both of us is playing at the same time , killing mobs are more important than talking to me . haish , what can i do ? i do felt lonely at times . i just wonders ; since we are playing together , already like that , what if i didnt play ? will it turns out even worse for us ? haish ..

i guess clubbing days are coming back to me . went club last friday , my mood is totally back ! shaked till my whole body cramps now .. but SHIOK arhs ! planned to club every friday , it will be so nice if nothing goes wrong . but of course dear objected , but after all , we came to a conclusion & that is to club the most is twice a month . not bad already right ? keke . took night rider back home with yunie , it had been so long since i really got the mood to chiong . seriously , i missed the past . after alighting off the bus , parting off with yunie , walked home alone . at my house carpark there , a car drove off behind me & suddenly stop . of course i turned back .. " miss , do you mind making friend ? " this stupid question asked by the man pissed me off . though hes not bad looking , but immediately " hongster " came to my mind . *pissed .

turning bad to worse -

2006-04-05T09:38:00.000-07:00

title for this post : TURNING FROM BAD TO WORSE -

for this week ,, ii had been skipping school for continuous three days . guess what ? teachers called my mum up . JIALAT liao lorhs . yesterday get scolded by my mum . its been so long since she nags and nags at me non stop . but this time through ,, ii could see that she really gave up on me . until today ,, she still dont wish to talk to me . HOW BAD !

whatever whatever ~ what had done ,, has been done . at most ,, ii promised theres no next time . hmmm ,, last friday actually planned to spend the whole day with bebe . for our 9th month . but his mum .. haish ~ what a waste . didnt make it afterall . met yunie out for our appointment . ii will never go there the next time . it was like hell ! even worse than my ak . ii just dont know why ii will go under for that kind of treatment . NOMORE PLS ! saw caijing (friendster girl) at bugis village . shes so pretty . no lies ~ after that went back our hometown to have dinner . actually want to meet seb out ,, but doubt he can make it too . I STILL OWE HIM 26 MEAL ! =(( but dont worry arhs ,, ii will not forget derhs .

well ,, cant really remember what happened during the weekend ? cant help it too ,, ii have stm . hurhur ~ all ii remembers was that ii planned to go school on monday . but bad habit get its way . OVERSLEPT again ~ that was not what ii want ! was told that mon-wed had that what superteens . some stupid boring course . 3 days and wanted to make us pay 180$ . cant remember that ii had hand in the form so ii was afraid that they might ask me to pay cash . NARHS ! how could ii afford it ? so mon didnt make it for school ; tues and wed doesnt feel like going too . moreover its 8am to 9pm ! want my butt to be sticked on the chair for 13hours ?! NEVER . well ,, thats make the reason for why ii skipped school for so many days .

tuesday met baobei out . ii just simply misses her alot . nevertheless ,, we got many things to catch up with . talking non stop since we sees each other . went to have dinner and so on . feel kind of distant between us . but ii will never let the worse happens alright ? ii cherish her ,, yes ii do =))

wed ; today . cant stayed at home during school time as my mum knew that ii had been hiding inside my bedroom . so ,, went out to hide . LOL . childish yea ~ brought extra clothes out as we planned to go play lan (to catch up maple) after that go beach // pool . first ,, bebe and me went to have our breakfast at mac . yummy ~ called yunie . heard that she quarrelled with the teacher of that superteens course . after checking that she was fine ,, bebe and me set off to our plan . reached plaza ,, its was too early away . half hour more for the lan shop to open . dont know what to do ,, we change to plan B . took bus to pasir ris . well ,, 15 min early for pool session . as theres nothing more for us to do ,, we waited . played for 1 hour + and we were the first customer . hurhur ~ out of 7 round ,, ii won 6 . pro of the pro . x= bebe was sho agritated harhs . he everytime suan my pool skill infront of other people ! now its my turn . =D after that went to the beach . exactly 1 yr earlier ,, we went to the beach . same condition ; charbok school . that time we hasnt gone into relationship . ii still could remember how sweet it is . aawwww ~ ^^ but todays mood wasnt as nice . kind of pissed off by the place ? hotter weather ,, dirty enviorment and so on . but still ,, managed to get myself write something on the sand . can actually resembles ii went there today . bebe was so boring and he found a greenish crab . lovely harhs ~ went home after that ; nothing much happens . all ii know is that today is extremely TIRING ! no naps for me and yet walked long distances ~ but its quite memorable yea ? [=

once a few days

2006-03-27T04:25:00.000-08:00

awwww ,, i'm getting lazy to update . x= sorry people ~

last tuesday and wednesday didnt turn up for school due to the reason of overslept . haas . then bebe came to company me lorhs . he is so pathetic cannz ,, whenever ii overslept ,, he also cant go school . x=

thursday finally met up with baobei ,, it has been so long since we meet up . went kbox with her . saw liza once again . LOL . finally she regconised me liao . she said she will jio me out someday . hurhur ~ well ,, the room next to us is a crazy guy . he sucks to the core . he sang his awful voice all the way out ,, thats was already very horrible . and yet he banged the wall so hard that it caused a big impact to my side of wall here . IRRITATING . then ii went out to see who it is . he shouted at me lorhs . IDIOTIC ASS ~ and ii banged the wall back at him and he gave me a hard one back . and ii complained to sebas ,, he got us a new room .

friday rushed all the way after school to wildwildwet . there were me ,, baobeii ,, laopo ,, laopo's boy ,, laopo's classmate and his gf . ii think laopo had changed ,, from the way she quarrelled with her boy ,, ish completely HORRIBLE . baobeii and me was just shocked about it . OH MAN ~ but afterall ,, we managed to have the whole group outing at 5 whereby www closes at 7 . ]= no choice ya ? had fun and blabla ~ finally ii got real tired after these few days . haas . anyway ,, saw my godpapa lerhs ,, finally saw him . he's still the same old pattern . BUT ! he smokes lerhs . heartbreaks *

saturday woke up in the early morning . it wasn't really early ? but to me ,, 10 + in saturday morning is real early to me . xP was waken up by mum . she was bugging me to write the entree card to malaysia . eeeewwww ~ she's always going there . well ,, after that didnt went back to sleep . because in the noon going escape with many people . went to prepare and so ,, met bebe and baobeii then set off to serangoon workplace take pay . wandering outside the shop for a period of time . bossy was busying cutting hair and we waited ~ after that set off to pasir ris . meet up with the rest - laopo n her side people . went in and had fun ~ at the end of the day ,, we went home and felt tired once again . keke . but ,, something happened larhs . don't wish to mention it too . haish ~ reached home ,, thought ii could rest well . but mum called up and asked me to go down carry stuffs . THAT'S SUCKS ALR ! everytime she goes malaysia ,, she bought A LOT of things one lorhs . and it is more than 10 bags that type . it's okie if it's light . BUT IT'S NOT ! finally ii vent my anger on her ,, and warned her not to buy anymore . ii'm not going to carry for her just like a maid .

sunday whole day stayed at home and chiong maple . didn't go anywhere because ii'm really tired and pains over the body . actually ,, didn't have much to say too .

monday skipped school again . signed - ii must get rid of this habits . eveytime once ii overslept ,, ii would not go school . I MUST WAKE UP ON TIME EVERYDAY ! ii can't go on like this alright ? haish ~ again ,, bebe also didn't attend school . haas ,, ii feel like as though ii'm a burden to him . ]= around 345 ,, went down to take bus to yiochukang mrt there to close my case . at the bus stop saw jj and nana . a lovely couple . ^^ finally closed my case . ii'm relieved at last . =D went back my house there and meet yunie out to have our lunch cum dinner ? because it's too late for lunch and too early for dinner . LOL . ate stingray ! woohoo ~ cool . finally had it after so long . was so full cannz ? think saw daniel today ,, but still unsure whether is it him or not ? went walk walk around 68+ there . bought snacks and ICE CREAM . haas . just to satisfy myself larhs . hurhur . well ,, its 9pm already ! tv time ~ cyaa .

life ish getting boring again `

2006-03-18T08:24:00.000-08:00

well ,, today can counted happie barhs ? cosh bebe today acc me go out wib marmie n jie nehs ! how swiit ~ n its our first time doing sho in da 8mths 18days . HAHA- budden bebe like paiseh lidart derhs . ii noe iill be da same if the situation happens on me . ((x

bebe came over to moi hse to meet us ,, as usual ,, he hab to wait for da womans . ^^ its been sho long since ii puts on make-up ,, looks weird . > . <>

marmie needa get sumthing abt bic ,, but ii was hungry ~ so we went to hab a bun first n the aunty's service was terrible + horrible . ii promised ii wouldnt go there for meal anymore ! sarky place wib sarky person . YUCKS !

n den we set off to bugis there ,, went baibai n eat kfc all those ~ inside the kfc ,, ii kinda being critisized by a bunch of kiddo ? just cosh ii took the seats n they were one step late . gosh ,, n they were complaining to the elders here n there . bth them ~

after the lunch ,, ebrithing wasnt going moi way . marmie was making things diff for me . SIGH ~ end up me n bebe took train off ourself instead of taking moi marmie's car . bebe alighted at serangoon station ,, ii walked home from hougang station as usual .

nth much for today ii think ? anyway dunno where hab moi baobei gone to again . her marmie was coring me non stop just now . haish ,, when den she can think siahs ! these was nort the first time anymore liao norhs . bth ~

wawa ish baq !

2006-03-15T17:31:00.000-08:00

well ,, this ish reallie a FINALLY ! shooo many ppl was waitinq for me to update cannz ? budden lazy arhs . x= anyway ,, just seen moi fren's bloq and so ii felt bloqqinq once aqain . ^^ thanks pal .

hmm ,, let me recall wart hab chanqes in yr 2006 sho far . err ,, ii hab passed moi N ,, currently in sec 5 . still ,, in houqanq sec tat sarky sch . but ,, ii hab been tryinq to cherish the sch now and nort to reqret for nort habinq fun time in sch larhs . hee . but well ,, iim still thinkinq shud ii qo ite instead ? O lvl's year ish sho damn stress ..

warts more ? hmm ,, knew quite alort of ppl recently yea ? one ish seb , one ish rave all sho shuai cannz ? hoho ,, qlad to noe them actually . budden tat seb arhs ,, ebritime say ii buay steady one ! BOO ~ anyway ,, hope our frenship will last rather than habing contacts for now oni . xD

many thinq did happened this year too ,, me and him brk up cosh of sum stupid reasons . but afterall we patched things up . yup ,, of cosh im qlad larhs . in between the period ii tried to be as honq lorhs . many ppl can c it . x= sorwee dear ,, zai ye bu hui lerhs kies ? ^^

recently ,, gort alot of jiemei out of a sudden . peini , ham , cindy , baoyun ~ hahas ,, n moi clubbinq days ish baq somehow ? went bq for a few times alrdy . there chanqed sho much cannz ? can say ish oni left 1 place to club . n warts sad ? ii forgotten all moi dance step ! ROAR-

went kbox many time nowadays . think hab at least spent 100+ on it ? marvellous * LOL . but qud larhs ,, can vent moi anqer n sings moi lung out . KAKA ! anyway ,, hab a god daddie alsho . hes a pool master okie ! his name ish chaojiwudidashuaiqe- hes a very nice uncle larhs . simply loves him muchmuch !

AND ! moi maple finally lvl 60 liao . hab been slacking these days cosh wan help baobei chionq her lvl . she larhs ,, sho slack one ,, where can lose to dear ? x= so ii must help her chionq chionq chionq . hab been chionqinq till moi eye baq + dark circle reveals out ! sobsobsob ` wartanuqlyqerl-

recounting back the last week

2005-10-12T23:34:00.000-07:00

oh well well well ,, sho long neber update again . sho de paiseh . anyway ,, N lvl ish finally over . end of moi nightmare ! though i noe wart wud be the outcome budden i still try moi best to revise it . hope the result wun be too worse .

last week ,, 05.10.05 went kbox wib pui eh ,, daddie ,, marmie n of cosh moi hubby . loll . hasnt been addressing him sho sweetly . xD n ya ,, we went kbox to sang our lungs out . its been sho long since i last step into kbox cannz ? 4mth exactly . last went was at pui eh bday . n guess wart ? i made bebe to sang song . amazing alrite .

hmm ,, but afterall ,, the most memorial was me n moi laopo patched things up liao . hurray ~ finally . reallie felt sho sorrie abt the incident cannz ~ yaya ,,wartever . im just can be crazy as wart yew think . hohoho ! no more conflicts i wish . n of cosh ,, i hope theres another two more person wud be as wonderful as moi laopo . hiaks ~

all of a sudden ,, i realised . TIME FLIES ! its time to left school oready . n me n darldarl had spent 4 mths plus together . woah ~ n so ,, moi unhappiness flies wib the time . =))

wawa's back !

2005-09-25T15:29:00.000-07:00

hoho ,, its been sho long since i post . loll ,, sorrie ppl ~ anyway the reason ish simply cosh moi com broke down . keke ,, im sho happie that all moi msn ,, blog all these r still fine . ^^ shall blog when im free ~ take care ppl .

changed me .

2005-07-10T20:02:00.000-07:00

woops . its been WEEKS since i touched on my blog . loll . sorry guys ~ anyway today its REAGAN'S burfday ! hereby wishing him a HAPPY 17TH BDAY ! one year older liao hope he noe how to handle things more steadily . =))

oh well ,, about me . recently had been addicted to maple ,, though its childish but its fun and it caught most of my time playing with it . loll ! and know what ? dear everytime laughs at me when i dies . so bad right ! must taught him a lesson . loll !

hmm ,, school days had been boring . but no choice ,, i had around 7 demerit points already . SOB ~ but its alright larhs ,, just trying hard not to late anymore . and i missed the two person so much . when they came to school i was so excited cannz ? wish i got the courage to talk to them . but hais ,, i failed to . x(

dear and me have been going through good days since the most bad quarrel we had . hee ,, hope this would lasts . =)) anyway ,, hope WE can still be friends yea ? two more friends is always much better than having two more enemies .

` 4 more days to 1st month

2005-06-26T23:38:00.000-07:00

well well well . theres really many things to update in this post ,, but i shall shorten it ba ? because tomorrow school ! -sad . =\
-friday
we had our few friendster girls outing . had our pool session ,, first few rounds i played with monica and the rest with a new friend ,, valerie . =) it was fun yeaa ? and then we headed for our shopping . but the main character is me and priscilla lo ,, but still bought nort many thing . i bought a pair of ear rings ,, necklace ,, nail polish . i think thats all baa ?

and then they all had their dinner at LJS . we took pic inside the restaurant ,, kinda weird alright . every pair of eyes was on us . *shyy . loll ! and we kinda slack after we left LJS . waiting for khimmy`s daddy to finish their dinner at KFC .

after that dont know heading where ,, we [ those chionging people ] decided to take bus down to town as it was not early already while the rest followed khimmy`s daddy .

only me ,, monica ,, priscilla partially went in . the rest failed the method of hiong-ing in . oh thats really bad you know ? SAD . quite boring i should says ,, among so many time i went in ,, this time is the most boring-est . they kept repeating the same song . but at least i dedicated song for the first time . hurhur ! xD then around 2 plus ,, SPOTCHECK . sian ~

about four plus like that we went off . im so tired !

-sat
slept at 5 plus yet woke up at 10 . YAWNS . went to call the girls for our suntan outing and got myself prepared . when i was about to leave my house ,, it starts to rain . i was worrying whether sentosa will be affected anot ?

many conflicts about boarding the train siahs ,, dont know how should i put it . so lets skip . =x went to the hawker centre while waiting for monica and si ting . i ate a desert for 50 cents . and of course is the uncle had the wrong counting . loll ! CHEAP .

went siloso beach instead of palawan . had fun on the monkey game in the water . loll . i think is because we had many people there ? about 13 people joined you know ? the most enjoy-ful among all my suntanning session cannz ~

after a few hours soaking inside the water ,, went up for our volleyball game . wasnt fun i should says ,, just no form at all . eewwww ~ and about 6 we went for our bath . i felt so hot hot hot ! as if im fever-ing . and through this outing i know whos the HONGSTER among us . the true colour of hers .

baobei came my house and eat dinner as i cook spag for her . hiaks ~ she said it taste better than last time . yeaa ~ im improving cannz ~ kekee .

-today
from 12 plus yesterday slept until 3 today . 15 hours ! im really tired larhs ,, caused by these two days activity . but nevermind baa ,, its enjoying ! hoho ! was slacking at home all the way today . and know what? tomorrow had to attend school already ! i missed my holidays . =((

getting better .

2005-06-21T14:28:00.000-07:00

yesterday my teeth passed out quite a lot of blood ,, non-stop . pathetic me lost so much blood . sad over it . anyway ,, yesterday was emotional too . watched the strange show and eventually i cried out . thats so unbelievable yeaa ? hurhur .

today woke up early in the morning for tuition . just for that one sub which last for one one hour . sometime i felt quite silly getting up ,, preparing all these ,, wearing school uniform and made the way to school just for a short time . tsk ~

after tuition went ang mo ALONE ! alone okay ,, im getting more imdependent . lol ! and getting more and more obedient ~ firstly staying at home for so many days during the HOLIDAYS ! secondly i made all the way to ang mo just to help my mum buy the things she wants .

got home and onlined until 12 noon and got my nap . and i was overslept ~ rushing here and there and finally went out of my house to meet my dear meimei ~ loll ,, she was much more prettier than her pic shown . kekee ~ we first set off to find the thing i need to buy ,, a purple shirt . lol !

after getting it ,, i bought myself a necklace ~ swee lehs . hahas ~ and then we walked around and then this stupid god bro of mine ,, want to meet us to and he insisted . so ,, cant be possible to reject him too . well ,,, hes the noisier ~

we went to take neoprints ,, gosh . its been a long time since i tkae that kinda things . and thinking back ,, i used to spent my savings on it and i spent around two hundred plus on those picture things ,, cant yew just imagine thats a LOT ?! tsk !

after he left ,, we went for our dinner at pastamania . hoho ,, yummy yummy . and it cost me a big hole in my wallet . loll ! but never mind ,, i dont goes out with my mei so often right ? =)) anyway after that headed home . a nice trip through out . xD

about me and him ,, i will tried my best to like erm ,, dont be that impulsive ,, " everything can talks about it" . and i think after a day ,, i think we are getting much better . isnt it dear ? =))

and tomorrow ,, or should i says its today (past 12) is me and baobei`s 7th month anni . going for a feast with her . another hole going to be spotted soon . lol !

` things wasnt going smoothly

2005-06-19T15:23:00.000-07:00

well ,, five days hasnt been updating . now im here for amendment . kekee ~

these few days was staying at home and rot . except on friday ,, was kinda busy the whole day . firstly went tuition ,, and we eventually left when the lesson hasnt ends becuase we got the wrong time of settling the trouble . =\
after all of us rushed home by then we found out the we had got the wrong timing . OMG ~ so i went to sleep . loll . met them two and set off to town . went bugis for my fav rotiboy ,, fabulous ! hahas . as the rest went for their LJS .

after our lunch we went to PS for our moviee . dont know why from the preview its obviously an english show end up a korean show . alamak ! but afterall not bad larhs . after we seen the show went to arcade ,, saw ah jie they all ,, reagan ,, many people which i dont get to see for quite a long time baa . =))

we dillied dallied wastes time and finally laopo and that bitch fought out . its my laopo first time one on one worhs . hoho ~ some more the girl is like sure win like that ,, wanted to add on to the time siahs . end up she lost because she lied on the floor longest ~ hurhur . xD

after that me ,, baobei and ah di went home by bus . what a tiring day . supposed to go for my long wanted pool dee . but no time for it larhs . haix .

recently knew a frenster friend ,, hes kinda nice and so on . one in a million yeaa ? hope we`ll be friends forever . hmm ,, about me and my boiboi ,, we quarrelled on the two lies in one week . situation wasnt very good ,, i just felt so uncomfortable ~ someone help me !

` happie two weeks .

2005-06-14T00:23:00.000-07:00

oops ,, five days never update my poor little blog .

all along in the last week was slacking at homee ,, first time that i could actually stayed at home for so long without going out . i begins to miss my hangouts and my pool-ing games ! must make it on friday i think ? hehee .

friday-
made the shoppings for chalet`s bbq . can say its last minute shoppings ,, first time felt so auntish . comparing prices among the three places ,, taking down the cheapest prices and all that . we used up six hours to buy all the things we need !

and we ran here and there around nine plus ! because shops were closing down . its a tiring day i should says ,, credits should goes to weijie and ben . =)) they accompanied me and baobei along . THANKS pal . =)

sat-
met all the people and book in at around four plus . had a small quarrel with marmie baa ,, but forget it . =)) was adjusting the bed here and theree ,, because the lower bed which was under the higher ones ,, can come out one way and nort two ways . so we had to do so . and its tiring cannz ?

blasting techno and so on . slack and slack until evening and we had our bbq session . some uncles help us to set up the firee ,, becuase we was having difficulties you see ? *had to memorise how it is to set up .

the bbq session wasnt fun ,, weijie burnt his finger . so poor thing ~ and the food was terrible ,, GOSH ! forget it . was bbq-ing until 10 like that and went up for a bath . and cards game was played among ourself .

until midnight we went down for volleyball-ing . FUN FUN FUN . after that went to beach for the glance at the beautiful sunrise at around 530 . waited for exactly one hour like that before its willing to shown up . we all guessed the wrong direction beforehand . LOL .

ahdi went down the big rocks just to pick jon png`s water bottle and he got hurt because he slips ~ sign . poor thing . before he want to go down i already warned him . who calls him dont wan to listen to the `elders` tsk . xD

-min ,, sheena ,, bel ,, leraine ,, pauline ,, alex ,, thomas ,, yingjie ,, weijie ,, ben turned up on the first day .

sun-
second day of chalet ,, baobei ,, me ,, weijie and jon di hasnt slept for two days . =) we played volleyball game along the way back to chalet which used around one hour ? because we keep stop and play ,, stop and play . the rest just sleep like a pig . and some was covering tha blanket like a "mummy" . dont know how to spell larhs . LOL .

we played cards game again ,, and its time for yilik to go work so we (weijie ,, jon di ,, baobei and me) went out together with him ,, while he go works and we buys our breakfast .

baobei was tired ,, but she insist that she should not sleep . LOL ! so weijie had to accompany her standing at the balcony dont know play what lame game what erm `hit hand if lose` also no idea either . LOL ! and we lock them outside . xD

was lying on the bed for rest instead of sleep ,, they was too noisy . LOL ! thats what chalet is like alright ~ soon ,, everyone was waken up . me and baobei went down for volleyball game . LOL ! we wasnt playing the traditional volleyball narhs ,, even the ball bounced we continued from it which was not supposed to .

perspring and we went up for a bath again ~ its so cooling ! all of us was blasting music all along ,, slacking in the chalet doing nothing actually . until afternoon ,, again we went to play volleyball until 5 like that we straight away headed to white sand for the sake of drinks . cheers is selling at too high price ! damn it .

by the time we reached ,, its at about 7 and we carried on our bbq . its went smoothly than yesterdays`s . no wonder people says that first day of chalet its like hell . =x at least the food was edible than yesterdays one . hahaa ~

again ,, about 10 like that we went for our bath . they was all drinking while me and dear got a small quarrel . our first time cannz ? hahas ,, MEMORIAL . well ,, he apologised but i did not accept it . maybe im too impulsive . and then caused him to drink three can of tiger and drunk ~

i insisted that yingjie to go cheers with me ,, because he can saico the people that hes over-aged by his look . LOL ! the drin kis so expensive lorhs ~ i bought `e thirtythree and vodka blue ` spent me 12 like that . total is about 13 % ~ and im not drunk ! good ~

when i got back to the chalet ,, stupid baobei go drink tiger also . only for one can plus and she drunk like hell ~ she keep bang her head against the wall lorhs . seeing the way she is eventually made me cries ~ unbelieveable !

four people just cant controlled her // tied her down . weijie took water and `pour` on her .and she seems to calm down a bit . andi go look after deariee . he was awaken i think . the way he is made me cried too . GOSH . all is my fault . =( after awhile i went to bed and rest .

jon di ,, yilik ,, jon png and baoyun turned up on the second day .

monday-
de den ! when i opened my eyes . its morning already . LOL . my eyes swollened alright ,, hasnt been sleeping for two days and cried so much . that makes a reason for it to swollen ~ and im the first to wake up . am i great ? LOL . all was lying like dead bodies ~ only baoyun has not slept .

i caught cold ! was sneezing all the way . =(( went to lie on the bed until 11 plus . packing all the things up and booked out at 12 like that .

all of us was tired like hell and took 88 back homee ~ that stupid driver took away baobei`s ex link becuase its spoil . i somehow scold that uncle for doing that though hes helping to take it to head quarter i think . saw riduan in the bus too .

deariee and and jon di alighted at the stop around my house there because they were helping me to take things ~ once i got home ,, i onlined and had 95 friend request . LOL ! i missed my friendster alright . hasnt been using it for three days . LOL !

and i went to sleep after that ,, tired tired tired . by the time i woke up ,, it was nine plus already . how pig i am . but i believe the rest also not any better too . =x i enjoyed the chalet !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHYONG and JASPER DI !

` three more days to chalet

2005-06-08T23:56:00.000-07:00

oh myy ,, i had been rotting at home for PATHETIC THREE DAYS . thats so unbelieveable cannz ? but its truth you see ? just simply because i am too tired to go anywheree . anyway there is no special place for me to go so i might as well stay at home spending time on my nap . LOL .

today i had my haircut together with laopo and baobei . i am the first to cut ,, which took about 30 min to had it donee and yet it turns out to be real awful . i am so sad over it ,, someone please kill mee . =\\ tsk ,, i dont have the courage to live on anymoree . CRAPS .

went to angmo and baobei came to my housee ,, i dont let her go until its ten . =x she accompanied me watching tv throughout . with her ,, at least i wouldnt feel so bored after all . hurhur xD

the stupid 9pm show ,, made me cried for four times ! can you imagine how much tears i have dripped ? but it is real touching larhs ,, sign . this friday would be the last series for the whole show . i must catch it or else i regret for sure !

think tomorrow and friday would be staying at home to rot too . but who cares ? sat would be our chalet ! yipee yeaa ~

` first week .

2005-06-06T22:44:00.000-07:00

TODAY is our very first week . im crazy ~ its like nothing theres to says anyway .

was having pool session for continuously for three days which is on thur ,, fri ,, and sat . it just caught up in mee ,, FUN ! xD

friday-
the first time that we went town ,, but never head to ps ; thats really the first time . we went to buy my baobei`s bikini and went for our pool-ing together with dearie . we were having three player gamee in the first one hour . and i have another game with baobei only for the second hour . we just played too much . =x

saturday-
went for suntanning .woke up damn early for outing in this holiday so far . went to prepare and so on ,, and headed to oinkster housee ,, she CHEATED me ! she says put the suntanning oil outside her housee . which cause me perspiring finding it for so hard when its not there at all . i tried calling her phone for two or three times with no answer . in the end her mum passes it to me . DOTS ~

met my baobei at mimosa corner ,, and bought some pasamalam food and set off to hougang mrt station . we were accusing the food that it was those left overs because theres a smell . =\\ we actually help one guy to donates . and its not those two dollars ; its FIVE dollars . to extremely poor me its a big sum alright .

took train to serangoon mrt to meet the rest ,, they are so slow ~ we reached sentosa at about 12 plus and we find a spot to stay put . its my very FIRST time wearing bikini ,, kind of shy you see ? hurhur ~ xD was having the ball games . and theres this stupid pervertise kept holding his camera and shoot us ,, FREAK ! directly turned me off !

thought we were thinking too much so we moved ourself to another place ,, that idiotic china guy followed us ! and of course we ran away larhs ~ and he suddenly clicks with an indian guy ! the two disgusting fellow went to our table and put their things on it .

they stayed there very long cannzz ?? we were wasting our time sitting there looking after our things . aiya ~ FCUK THEM UPSIDE DOWN LARHS . and we continues our game when they left . we went to play with the bridge ,, jumping on it to make it swaying . hurhur ! when it sways ,, its fun alright .

headed for our bath at early evening . me and baobei went to 7-11 do some stupid acts larhs . CKP ~ and we went to our pooling place for our pool again . tired though ,, but FUN FUN FUN ! xD was almost sleeping in the bus on the way homee . saw kenny in the lower deck of the same bus ,, he just cant took off his smile . LOL

sunday-
its PRISCILLA mei`s birthday . but instead of reaching early than her ,, we was lated for about one hour . all thanks to my baobei . we all took the same bus to ps ,, its our very first time . LOL . was slacking the whole day in town doing nothing ~ and i aimed a hat ~ swee man .

about 7 we headed off to marina bay for our dinner ,, the van is so saggy ~ but fun larhs ,, just like the mini rollar coaster . the aunty there almost trip me ,, she took off my chair without saying lorhs ,, im so ANGRY cannz ~ just scold her without any thoughts ,, she deserved it . HMPH .

and the kenneth poor cold blanket and put aeroplanee ,, didnt come at all when we pays his money on the first hand . all of us was like ,, WALAO ~ and he insisted that he couldnt make the trip . DOTS ~ was having many food larhs ,, its the first time baobei cook during steamboat worhs ,, she cooked the soup thing for us . a memorial day .

and i -po xia- for them to eat ,, because i dont like prawn but that baobei lorhs ,, wan eat dont want self servicee . so i have to help her ; i love her too much . =x anyway ,, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI !

monday-
stayed at home whole day ! and i sleeps sleeps sleeps . too tired larhs ~ haixz ,, nothing there for me to update about today too . SIAN ~

` went off

2005-06-02T23:01:00.000-07:00

tues-
oh well well well ,, i found my guy . hope he`s the right one for mee . =)

didnt go school for the makeup lesson ,, because the sub was totally bored and it simply turns me off . =\\ why the hell is the school having all this rubbish sub ? DOTS .

was sleeping the whole afternoon ,, cant be blamed . im just my dearie`s pig . xD

wed-
went to school for makeup lesson ,, can actually say me act-guai . even me my ownself also dont know go for what when there`s maths teaches by mdm lim that mountain tortisee ,, because mrs yap went for holiday . omg ,, thats irresponsible . fancy having the make up lesson set and actually went to relax herself oversea . tsk ~

and was having history for the next sub ,, but we had to wait for an hour to go before reaching his lesson timee . therefore it made a reason for me to go home . =x

but instead of going home ,, we went to kenneth house "swimming" . LOL ~ baoyun went home first and help us bought breakfaast . i felt as if in the past ,, i was my mum . LOL . anyway went home after that ,, was supposed to go have our pool session for me and mummy ,, but she last min cant make it so theres nothing i can do . =))

SLEEP was what i can exactly do . =x

thur-
went to school again ,, but was latee . all thanks to him . xD he actually chased baoyun to school using the excuse of meeting me because today im going out with my precious little ones . LOL . hes too cute i should say . and guess what ? he call me to accompany him for breakfast so as to have more time with him . hurhur .

and of course ,, we were 35 min late for english lesson . omg ~ mrs kc seems to be turned off . oh im sorry ~ and after that we had our chem lesson . BORING is the word that describe the entire one hour . =\\ sianzation . i just hate sciencee .

FINALLY it ends ,, dont know why and how ? ben ,, kor ,, dear ,, laopa is all having bottle cap fight . the NPCCs was having games in the quadrater and they all aims at them . most interesting is that ben threw water bomb at them ! oh gosh ,, can yew imagine how awful is that ? and dear pours water direct on them and they start yelling . =x

we dillied dallied on our way out . in the end caught by mr tan for those acts . and the culcrit is to apologise to the victims . xD then dear sent me home and nothing actually happened . =)

was getting ready for the outing ahead ,, mummy came my house for medicuring and we waited for the late queen and we set off to our destination .

bought quite a lot of things today ,, which cost me a boom ! but its alright larhs ,, most importantly must be happy right ? =)) ate rotiboy for the first time too ,, yummy yummy ! today precious can say is being left out the most today . SIGN ~

before going homee ,, me and mummy went for our pool session to make up yesterday`s one . FUN FUN FUN . =x and after that which is 750 we took bus homee . mummy went to find her sister who injured her leg ,, swollened like dont know what eh ? pathetic .

reached home and was forced to eat crab ,, i dont like that okiee ! sign ,, all the good food i dont know how to appreciatee ,, just leave me alone wouldnt you ? PISSED .

` getting closer

2005-05-30T12:25:00.000-07:00

-friday
suddenly felt that its been so long since we went out together with my precious and laopo ,, so got the urge to jio them out norhs . and supposed to call quite a number of friendster girls out together too . maybe its because too sudden and no one could actually make it .

so left with no choice ,, we went out on our own . and i helped myself medicuree . LOL . though the result wasnt good but im really satisfied with it ,, its like myself can pratically came out with such pattern . =))

it was a fun trip yeaa ? me and mummy went ps to meet precious up and together set off to orchard . kind of shop around in cine and then slack around . met my nu er `yicksee . hurhur ! xD shes so pretty cannz ? but shes taller than mee . =\\ but nevermind ,, i admit that im short .

we bought something and the sales people actually helped us makeover . LOL ! the makeup was thick alright ? never had such makeup before but im quite happy with it . but someone came and disturb my mood . DOTS ~

we headed for our pooling- it was the funniest and joyous match among me and mummy baa . so fun cannz ? and the people count the wrong amount . cheaper instead ,, we pays the money and runs ~ =x together with precious we took bus homee .

sat-
didnt went anywhere ,, was slacking at home facing the com . and im seriously sick ; cough ,, fever ,, flu . x(

-sun
went hougang mall with mummy and her sister to catch SLY ! omg ,, the grass was extremely wet ! but who cares ? LOL . and we stood for around two hours before he actually turned up . DOTS ! i was so kia-su . i took a chair and stand on it ,, just because the people there was so uncivilised . all blocked me this shorty . =((

and of course i did not waste the timee ,, i videoed him ,, took his pic . like pervert like that siahs . LOL . after all his singing we went over to the place where he would be coming out . i was holdiing my phone trying to take his close up view ,, in the end he walks so fast and i caught nothing .

the other fans made me so jealous by hugging him . the view is totally awful . its like hes rushing to the car ,, all the other fans go ahead and snatch his hug . he eventually hides behind the guards alright ? LOL !

a fun day i should say . =)

today-
its been three days since i saw my baobei . =(( but today i`ll be seeing him . hoho ! we going to find job baa ? hope theres lobang norhs . =)) honestly ,, i missed him so much ,, hes so sick that he could not come out . but today finally all the sollow is saying BYE . xD

2005-05-27T23:23:00.000-07:00

today is the last day of school for this semester . though its quite heartlightening but i aint enjoying the joyous . i was sobbing alone instead ~x(

well ,, im the first to run home during dismissal while the rest is like gathered around as today might be there last meet in the upcoming one month baa ? but i cant stand it anymoree ~ and that made me dashed home right away .

was so boring spending time alone at home especially on friday ,, whereas i used to goes out . but yet today was an exception as theres no mood to go out either . was sleeping away until late evening . and since then i was spending the time slowly ,, bitterly until now .

why why why ? why time used to flew so fast in the past few years and not now . SIGN ~ anyway he is sick ,, poor little thing . i was wondering is it i passed him all my sickness ? as i was sick-ing away these few days too . with cough ,, sore throat and flu .

ah jie is going malaysia again ,, guessed i going to miss her . =(( she never brings me along ,, so saddening . xD but hopes she will enjoy throughout the trip baa ? TAKE CARE JIE . *huggs .

` life ish getting interesting

2005-05-26T11:59:00.000-07:00

today was late for school deliberately . =x just because of some reason baa . hurhur ! xD went to eat breakfast at mac beforehand .

reached school safe and sound without being caught by any DLC . =)) but having many eyes on us instead . DOTS ~ what is wrong man ? soon ,, we start our poker game again . we are just like a bunch of gamblers . but without stake-ing of course !

kor today is just so good alright ? he know i aint eating so he bought me a sandwiches ,, and i pays it by having ham for the first timee ! actually it was not as bad as i think it would tastee ! thanks kor alot . i loves him !

was playing CHEAT . it was fun alrightt ,, just remind me of my past timee . hurhur ~ xD and our poker card was confiscated twice today . WTH ~

after school went town to meet angeline jie to pass her back *tu* . and finally made our way to FEP . it was so far away from our bus alighting point . =(( but its alright ,, because my jie could eventually took cab down just to pass me *tu* ,, why cant i made the trip too ? hurhur . xD

met up with jie outside NWO ,, she told me she bought polo t . =\\ she was so small size yet bought polo t ?! kind of funny . =x PARDON ME ! i was just speaking the truth ~ xD today was my first time saw jie`s new hairstylee ,, its quite pretty yeaa ?! suits her perfectly . i also want ! =((

she`s too pretty to be my jiee ,, too nice to be too . i not worth to have such a wonderful jiee . =(( and yet she bought me present for my belated birthday . alamak ! sorry to made you waste money !

went shop shop after that ,, bought my long wanted bikini ~ FINALLY . im loving it cannz ? hurhur . xD went home after the long trip ,, was extremely exhausted . no more strength left ~ reached home at about 920 ,, i left out one of the part from my favourite show ! saddening ~

` confusion

2005-05-23T13:20:00.000-07:00

fri-
finally attend school . has been two days since i went to school ; first time in my life so far . kind of miss school baa ? theres nothing better to do anyway ,, was slacking n slacking .

after school went home to prepare for outings . was so tired but cant help it but to bare with it . took bus to town ,, a long long way . angeling jie actually took cab come down for the purpose to pass me something . omg ,, she`s so nice cannz ? love her till eternity ~

and the stupid idiotic ben ,, cheated us to a place play pool say what very cheap . in the end was totally diff . was like wth ?! then we went back to our -lao di fang while and baobei went homee . after pooling we went back ps to meet jiahui mei and bel twinny . hoho ,, they make up till so pretty ~ weets .

slacking awhile and went to sparks ~ woohoo . but at first we was so bored ,, no mood to yo at all lorhs . the feeling so sarks ~ again ,, ben cheated us ; say got what spotcheck . in the end is completely nothing happened . -.-"

around one plus most of them went off ,, only left me and jiahui mei . but with no reason ,, we dance till so high siahs ~ hoho . the feeling was around the same with the first time went there with her . hurhur ~ xD about 545 we went off and jiahui mei came my housee .

sat-
was so tired alright ? dont wish to wake up either ,, but have to pei baobei go point do things . and its rainny day ! the est weather for sleep ~ i was so freaking cold on the way to point . eeewww ~ no warmth . =((

was slacking again ,, these days are getting bored and bored ,, slacking was the keyword . =\\ about 6 plus went home and continue slack .

sun-
wake up damn early ,, with nothing to be done by mee . last min was called out to town with baobei ~ of course i went . hurhur ~ we went to have our pool session . omg ,, im really addicted to pool ! woohoo ~

after that went to ps slack . saw alan theree ~ was kind of tagging along with them ? i was completely bankrupt ! wallet with not more than 5 bucks ,, isnt that pathetic ? =(( hope baobei quick quick return me money ~

slack till 9 like that we went homee ,, its our first time chasing bus alright ? cosh the bus stop was kind of being hidden from the road ,, and the bus driver didnt sees us . we managed to caught his attention and he stop quite far away . so embarrasing ~

one of my ex appearred again ,, from nowhere ~ he is like missing for a few years suddenly he poof ~ here he comes ?! i was talking on phone with baobei ,, and suddenly he called up and ask whether i still remember him ?! quite scaring ~

today-
early in the morning was being pastered by my mum ; all caused by the stupid teacher ~ =\\ my mum called me and say about my result and all thosee . say what teacher called her up and told her about mee .

and then i was waken up by that ,, stupid reason . causing me cant sleep . later on have to go back HQ ,, im scared ! =((

anyway today is SINLAYS BURFDAY . HAPPIE 16TH BDAE ! =))

` im on my way

2005-05-18T22:11:00.000-07:00

these few days had been slacking in school . nothing better else to do . fenandez is back ,, though its abit unused to it ,, but no choice yeaa ? =))

today i ponten school . sleep till 10 plus wake up and daydreams . LOL ~ went out at abt 11 like that . slacks around in 684 . went heartland and slack again . was waiting for baobei and yingjie for almost three hours ! YAWNS .

went to superbowl play my long-lost bomberman . hurhur ,, i lasted for a long period alright ? so satisfied . xD during the game ,, i was yelling away . cant be blamed ,, too excited . LOL !

went to 918 meet korkor ,, see them play basketball match . cant stand it ,, so funny cannz ?! went to play pool . kao ~ something unhappy happened . so fark up ~ dont wish to mention it .

went home straight after that ,, watched the 9pm show . nice nice worhs ,, i cried during the show . im back to my ownself which used to be so emotional . hope it does not cause any impact .

life recently was totally shag ~ keep quarreling with different people because of the same problem . cant they believe mee ? am i that untrustworthy ? NABEI ,, im honest one lorhs ,, what for i deny the truth . KAO ~

` happie day

2005-05-15T01:09:00.000-07:00

today woke up early just for the CIP thing ,, but was counted late as we planned to meet at point at about 7 . early in the morning ,, after 400 m far from my homee ,, i ran back just to take the warranty card for my mums spoilt phonee . what a good exercise for me yeaa ? =\

met baoyun and kenneth di go point together ,, was intend to eat mac for breakfast but due to reporting time concern ,, we dropped the ideaa . after took the necessaries ,, we went off to 644 for breakfast ,, woolala ~ my old hometown ~ im really missing the placee !

precious was late today ,, first time in history that shes still sleeping when all of us reached point in the first placee . hurhur ~ xD while we were finishing up our food ,, they came and meet us up . hehee ,, was planning to set off to lavender but changed idea to angmokio which is much more nearer .

but all of us separated ,, preious and laopo went to newton i think ? the rest headed to the places in angmokio . awhile more all of us here separated again ,, until today i was knew that asking for donation is a tough task . i think theres more rejections than those who actually donates . eeewww ~ and i saw terry .

went back to point to assemble with the rest and reported back ,, finally its over . but afterall im enjoying larhs ,, cosh never done that before . hurhur ~ xD after slacking around in point ,, went off to my gan ma house to collect my real mum`s spoilt phone and went ps for repairing .

its so tiring alright ? walk from heeren to ps ,, and walked around ps beforee my turns camee . i saw francis ,, my friendster`s friend`s friend . CHIM right ? LOL . anyway ,, i successfully bring the hp to its doctor . hurhur ! but poor thing is tml i have to go back to collect the phone . SIAN !

today the modeling thing called up today ,, no idea whether should i give it a try eh ? people tells me what to do can ? hmm ,, i finally realised im not talented in cutting my own hair . look so TOOT ! took a nap just now in the evening ,, was overslept alright . woke up at 1030 instead of 830 . oops !

` i learn to let go

2005-05-14T12:05:00.000-07:00

wed-
last exams took placee ,, finally end of our stress ! gosh ,, happy till dont know what to celebrate for it . just a crazy bunch of us . =))

thur-
was early dismissed from school ,, miracle yeaa ? my school would only stays people back and never let people off unless special occasion . guessed what ? i gotten my eng paper 2 and both maths paper . my maths is ~~flunk~~ for suree ,, my eng ? i guessed the same goes to it .

i actually went back home and slack by sleeping and online-ing almost whole day long instead of celebrates the second day of exams-free .

about night time ,, i quarrelled with my mum . the worst one which replaced the one on 16th of april . she actually scolded me `ccb ` and i replied her back by `nb` . omg ,, its so unbelieveable and my phone was confiscated . =\\

fri (today) -
school was fun ! i managed to communicates with my chiobu - shihui . hurhur ~ xD i think i going to be a les soon . =x she is damn chio lorhs ,, so attractive to mee . and i kept di siao her ,, WOOPS . during chem and maths lesson ,, was watching vcd throughout . the two teachers is just too nicee !

during the two period of eng ,, teacher went for course i think ? was playing a game norhs ,, LUCKY people were to ask to do something against their will ,, and im the worst . =( did something that made me so malu- omg ,, shall not talk about it anymoree .

went home and went out . without my phone ,, time seems so hard to passby . =( we took bus to ps ,, went to slack around and set off to orchard . we saw moi precious during the journey ,, shes with her sis . =)) nothing really happens baa ? just that lucky lucky saw kim outside cine and we had a short chat .

went to far east after that ,, was searching for bikini . but seems hard to find my ideal onee . =( but its alright ,, i shall slowly find one that i likes . hmm ,, today went home quite early compared to last timee . maybe because too long never walk arounf orchard ,, legs had side effects . LOL !

today is my first time fed * eat worhs ,, a day to remember harhs ?! hurhur . xD

` exams ish gonna over .

2005-05-10T20:36:00.000-07:00

omgg ,, i found myself hasnt been blogging for SO LONG ! shito . even the blogger page doesnt even recognise mee ,, and i almost cant signed it in because i used to rely the page to help me remember my blog password . LOL .

this whole week hasnt been revising all the exam subjects for this week . no mood ,, i tried to study for it ,, but heart seems not cooperative enough . SIGNED . monday ,, maths paper two was ultimately high standard . all my effort on my paper one went to drain i think ?

today ,, chemistry was extremely difficult too . liew ~ but at least i wrote something on it yeaa ? have been drawing what i was thinking all along or rather i should say is rubbish on the spare two sheets of paper given . so ~~shag~~ today . eewww ~

after exam went to find twinny ,, waited for her for 25 min like that baa ? but its all worth it eh ? =)) went baobei de house to wait for her to get change and so on . next ,, went kenneth di house to enjoy ourself by playing mahjong . LOL . then went to the mac near my house to study . studied the first two chap among the fourteen chap . gosh ,, still so many to catch up . =
maybe i had been saying the same old thing again again and again . but im SERIOUS this timee ,, i wants to be single for a few months ? or rather the time being . im really sick of what boys does and says ,, its nothing but just a packs of lies . im used to be cheated ,, but now all of you has no more chance ,, im not gonna give you any chance to hurt me now . =)) GUYS ARE ALL BASTARDS . FO !

` as expected .

2005-05-07T20:35:00.000-07:00

did not sleep through the lonely night . becuase of some stupid reason baa ? anyway ,, im always the one who kept myself thinking so much until im almost suffocated by it .

these few days was struggling last min revision for the past few sub taken . can say is all revised before but history was totally exception . no matter got study or not also failed one marhs ,, no need to say onee . somemore during the history revising period ,, i heard some ~~news~~ which agitated me so much cannz ? LOL .

yesterday while having history exam ,, i wrote so less and was left much time to rest . and of course i used it on sleeping . =x i was totally stressed out these few days okiee ,, felt so tired all along . nice rest i had ,, almost drool . xD

was supposed to go town ,, but changed idea to go kenneth di house play mahjong . LOL ~ fun okiee ,, i won lorts . =x after that went green for pooling ,, woohoo ! i won thomas ,, WEETS ~ =P after the match we took another vs sheena and zhu en . we won orhs . today so in form siahs . ^ . ^

went home around evening timee ,, bored bored . after that went mac slack ,, jokes around as usual . its better than staying at home so lonely - thats what i ~~scare~~ of . during these days ,, i found i really felt for SLY as a fan . gosh ,, hes so attractivee . =x

today was our first month . =)) in the early morning we exxchanged present ? hope he liked it baa ? also dont know fits him well marhs ? xD today is such a boring day . LONG LONG day ahead . eeewwww ~ i want some beer . i want to go out . i want i want . =\\

` back to single life soon .

2005-05-02T13:18:00.000-07:00

oh well ,, im really getting lazier and lazier ? dont know why just dont have the urge to post my daily blog . what am i thinking ? ah dui ~ i ownself also not too sure about it .

-thursday-
planned to study for SA maths ,, in the end while sharing mp3 from my precious ,, i heard one song and i cried . many people was surprised to c my tears dripping non stop . i couldnt even stop it . SIGN .

-friday-
was so worried over my maths ,, i was holding my tys doing it on my way to school . after the exam ,, went homee . though its quite easy ,, but i guessed i would still failed it . i just dont have any motivation alright ? =(( went out with my baobei to celebrate our belated fifth month . LOL . went to buy something for hubbie for our upcoming first month . after that we headed to cinee . saw SLY theree ! omfg . at first ,, see him from far ,, he was no different from vampiree ,, ya he ish as white as that . after that i took pic with him ? its so unbelievable ! from near ,, he is so shuai can ? im fainting away ~

-saturday-
drips tears again while talking on phone with weijiee . he was so kind cannz ? hes trying to help and guide mee . hes typical of kind soul . they persuaded me to go kenneth di house to study but i rejected it . no mood alright ? what for going there to slack ? but at the last min ,, they somewhere somehow drag me along . went there also never study at all ,, in stead at there drink and play mahjong . SIGN . about 8 in the tv `psc` saw SLY again . omg ,, im falling for him ! hurhur . xD

-sunday-
went to police station for the purpose of changing ths add in my IC . the police does their work damn slow okiee ? DOTS . went off to esplanade with my pri sch friends plus baobei and her sister to catch SLY . LOL ! he was there for the may day concert . omg ,, cant believe that we actually waited there for four hours ! just to see SLY . LOL ! but baobei and sis went off earlier . cant get to see him . then i was left with my pri sch friend and her friends ,, due to some conflicts ,, they supports taufik instead ! GOSH . when taufik was about to went off they ran and hired taxi ,, left me alone theree . but afterall i managed to pass the letter to SLY . hurhur ! loving him . =x after that went home alonee ,, so lonely okiee !

-today-
today did not have any school due to labour day . hahas ,, was surposed to go out with him and many people ,, in the end cancelled . whatever ? now going to bath and go play pool with baobei and terry . hahas ! so long never play liao . woohoo ~

+ third day of moving hsee .

2005-04-28T15:29:00.000-07:00

today is the third day that after officially stayed heree . passed two days was totally ~~horriblee~~ . =\\ moving so much things just simply because the company not enough people you see ? what a lousy company ,, and of course my mum complained and trying to bargain the pricee . LOL . xD

did not attend school on wednesday which is yesterday . because monday night i was lacking of sleeps and worse still ,, went school . tuesday night unpacked those things in those irritating boxes until late midnight . im so pitiful you know ? that makes the reason for not going school on wed .

today was kind of weird ? hasnt been going school from my new house yet ,, and today was the first . met baoyun and went to school together . was so tired okiee ? but was left no choicee .

today in school still not bad bahs ? i only know i ate alot for the half of the day . OMG ~ i must on diet liao . if not become big fat pig siahs . xD SIGN ,, we are getting bad to worsee . but nevermind ,, we are reaching our first month as well . hope the day can save us bahs ? HIAKS . got to go bath now and revise maths lerhs . tomorrow in hall take exam ! STRESSED !

+ where ish all the sweet memories ?

2005-04-25T23:01:00.000-07:00

saturday really enjoyed myself . although its without my swithart around . 6 gerls went including mee ,, it was so FUN alright . life is getting more and more humorous . xD

and know what ? im ready to be eaten ! somemore is over-cooked ; chaota-ed . =\\ in simple words ,, im wawa in BLACK . LOL ! but i dont really mind ,, once after a long time right ? but its totally unfair ! we all went together but im the most -reactive- the most BLACK ! eeewwww .

sunday was supposed to get up early than i thought ,, because of the pain im bearing with . even the `~~bra-strap~~` attached // touches me i felt so ultimate pain ! ahbasee . could not get myself to sleep well through the pathetic night .

was so lonely at home cannz ? but no choicee ,, its too uncomfortably to go anywhere else other than staying at homee . SIGN ~ im just like a poor old lady who has got herself in serious injuries . LOL ~

monday-
today went to school ,, chaota-ed until many people know i went for suntanning . even the shoptenders in the canteen . LOL ! i was almost as black as him okiee ? gosh ,, its worst than malay-skin . =((

SIGN ,, a few more hours and i have to move house already ,, its stressing me alright ? have to adapt to the new environment ,, and yet this friday is SA1 maths . DOTS . nevermind ,, i must concentrate and motivate myself then !

things are getting worst ? but nevermind ,, no mistake ; no success . although i waste my youth in this kind of stupid things again ,, but i think it helps me to benefits in my futuree . what im exactly trying to says ? i dont even know it myself either . hurhur ~ xD

+ teary eyes .

2005-04-21T23:31:00.000-07:00

again ,, i missed my posts . hurhur ! xD sorry peoplee ,, im just getting lazy . =x

yesterday went over to my new house again . called priscilla ,, baoyun ,, sheena to come along too . surprised that weijie turned up too ? =)) thought its going to be ~~boring~~ ? or shall i says we could only talks craps and so on .

but it wasnt ,, we had so much fun okiee ? blast techno ,, played true or daree (though quite childish) ,, and a new game invented by us . tying a weirdy each of us ,, took pic for memorial . weijie clips his hair too ! LOL ~ shall post the pic in too yeaa ? xD

was really exhausted by the day`s activity and moreover i skipped my daily nap ! =( but i did sleep early in the night . hahas ~

today was glad that all the `dares` were completed . well done peeps ~ hmm ,, today kind of zi-bi ? cause at first no one were sitting beside me as i said all of them were doing their tasks . i was like erm ? dots . hahas ~

i ~~dripped~~ the second tears for him . not knowing why too ? maybe just thinking i have step into the wrong relationship again ? LOL ! i must be crazy . but most probably is because i was too shag today ?

had my 2.4 for the test ,, eeewwww ! i had myself deproved ! i used 14 min to complete the run ~ last time i needs 13 min . SIGN . nevermind ,, forget it . could only blame myself for not doing exercise regularly .

went for my oral exam for prelim . it was extremely hard okiee ? no jokes . but before that (in the queue) i was having fun ahead ,, no sense of importancee . woops . =x was fooling around ,, talking so loudly away ~ for the last min ,, i was so stressed up until i forget the steps and everything !

hmm ,, ~~happy~~ that she came to school today . after oral we went to 684 buy priscilla`s comics ,, woohoo ! then after that went to my house there eat lunch . again ,, tired out ! fell asleep while waiting for my `beautiful illusions` to show up . =x

think im not going to update blog for the next few days ? so i shall summarise things up baa ? friday might be going for moviee ,, saturday going SENTOSA ! weets ~ sunday no programme ,, anyone got ideaa ? hehee .

+ thinking hard .

2005-04-18T23:45:00.000-07:00

not knowing why ,, im getting more and more lazy for blogging . hurhur ,, just more and more piggy-like im turning to . xD

yesterday whole day stayed at home rotting away . was watching the NKF show ,, i dont really believe in the participant spits water out from their mouth could be so amazing ! its so wonderful !

knew what ? yesterday i went to bed at 3am . DOTS ~ but today i does not feel any tiredness . WEIRDO . was caught by form teacher for almost every thing ! studs ,, socks ,, bands on my leg ,, uniform ,, hair . whatever . just found that shes getting more and more ~~xialan~~ ~ eeewww . just my luck to have such a form teacher .

therefore delayed by her on my cpa lesson timee . there was couple of my dearest ones waiting for me in the classroom block ~ omg ,, TOUCHED . and they were locked outside from coming in the com lab caused by mee . so sorry guys !

was scold by form teacher again ,, for not taking the chem test few days back . but chem teacher ownself give me and baobei a choice to do it or not lorhs . =\\ anyway who cares much on it ?

fenandez came back already ! no more arrogant looks of mr roslan ,, but theres a price for us to pay too . no more ankle socks ,, no more dyed hair and many thing ! after school went 928 slack with many people ! just all couples ~ HIAKS .

today is peanut and ah di first time hold hand worhs . prize should goes to me and darl . LOL ! all thanks to our sabotagee . but nevermind larhs ,, we sacrifies for them . =x they took so long to hold cann ? but hope its a good thing to them . 180405-1537 . hurhur ! xD

went home and have my weekdays nap . woke up at about 8 plus ,, watched the beautiful illusion . quite a nice show i must say . SIGN tomorrow have ca2 for cpa on practical . i hasnt learn anything about it ! WORRIED ~

+ yo ar yo .

2005-04-16T20:55:00.000-07:00

oh dear ,, hasnt been updating recently . =x hmm ,, shall shoot out all the things happened these days at one post i guess ? hurhur . xD

wed ,, thur-
nothing special has exactly happened baa ? also nothing great to be said ? just that he was so cold to me norhs . but nebermind ,, in a relationship there is ups and downs . this i understand . =))

friday-
finally he ~~brought~~ me to school . hurhur ~ xD but things hasnt really came back . forget it ,, we can slowly build up onee . ^ . ^ in school was boring . refused to take the chem test ,, and again my name was written in the file again . =\\ DOTS .

school was celebrating international friendship day . it was the first time i ever received so many flowers ! gosh ~ hereby speically thanks to ; baobei twinny`bel ,, shuxian muii ,, jon di ,, qin ai de`khim ,, peanut muii ,, a mysterious person and my baobei hubbiee . and its my first time received a bouquet of flowers . MUACKS darldarl !

ROSES ROSES ROSES . =x

went home after the late dismissal ,, was to prepare for laopo`s burfday eve celebrating . in the end we loiter around hougang ,, walk to 918 ,, hougang park there ,, den walk back my house with baobei . they then reached . =\\ went ps slack again .

~~saw~~ him again ,, almost cant regconised him . =x saw my kor as usual ,, he cheated my feeling . =(( say wan help me find IC den neber ,, eeewww ~ afterwards went sparks ,, woohoo ! many unhappiness occur among us baa ? but suan lerhs baa . let bygone be bygonee .

never really enjoyed the dancee ,, only `yo` for one or two songs ,, not as crazy and enjoying like the last time with jiahui mei . hahas ~ someone dedicated song for mee ,, im so touched alright ? so many surprised received today ~ HIAKS .

was so tired after the whole day activity ,, went off at 5 am . quarrelled with my mum ,, its the worse one this year ~ SIGN . waited for the first bus home for 45 min ! i was doze off with my head nodding away . LOL ~ reached home at about 645 . so tired nehs !! almost fell asleep during my bath .

woke up at five plus ,, not enough sleep alright . but no choice ,, later at night i cant sleep jiu die lerhs . was slacking all the way today . hai`x ~ no place to go siahs ,, all ppl busy away with their things . =\\ seriously i want HER back ! =((

today`s laopo`huimin burfday ! hope she enjoys today with her bf . =)) HAPPIE BURFDAY LAOPO !

+ down

2005-04-12T22:32:00.000-07:00

oh well ,, ytd was horrified . =\\ but its also left a deep memory inside me . i realised how much i love him . =))

shed tears over small thing ,, i guessed thats ~~overly~~ emotional ? but its okiee ,, it let me know how deep i felt for him . and ytd we have our sweet moments ,, all thanks to zhu en muii . we did not talked // chat for so long face-to-face beforee ,, what a day to remember .

moreover ,, he acc me go buy 5kg ricee . cause he doesnt want me to carry it under the rain . MUACKS ~ its sweet of him alright ? being together with him ,, other than worries ,, surprised and happiness exists too . i couldnt deny that .

today i chosed to go school ,, i was too worried about him . in the end he went home cause he was not feeling well . so after my cpa i went home too ,, actually should let mrs lai sign over a paper . but i ~~charbok~~ out. LOL xD

sleep all the way until afternoon ,, together as a family we went to baibai . hasnt been eating anything today ,, was almost fainting + vomiting away alright ? the feeling just sucks .

and guessed what ? i was nearly met an accident . i was about 15cm away from the car whereas i was almost knock down . together with the loud horn i was ~~paranoid~~ over it !

it just happened when i was holding umbrella ,, got off from the car was finding my mum as it rains suddenly . if i ever knocked down reasoned by my mum ,, i was willing . cause i just feel that i hasnt been doing my part as a daughter ,, defiance instead .

found my mum ,, i hugged her tightly under the umbrella . i hasnt had the feeling for years ago . oh gosh ~ i just love my mum ! =))

im so tired now ,, want to go sleep soon . hope to have him in my dream later on . hurhur ! xD but im so hungry . =(

+ HIGH day

2005-04-11T00:53:00.000-07:00

today was extremely HIGH alright ? omg ,, all thanks to my muiis . =x hoho ,, really made my day . hahas . xD

woke up at 10 baa ? went to bath and etc ,, after that went to meet peanut ,, baobei and the rest . hiaks ! was so excited okiee ? saw my bk-godmum ,, muacks ! missed her so much .

we slacks before we actually went in the entrancee ,, awhile later hubbie they all joined us . hurhur ~ xD we wore couple shirt today ! omg ~ ^.^

played through many many games with him by my sidee ,, hehe . though it doesnt meant much ,, but its sweet to mee . im just a simple girl who ask for simple thing alright ? =))

we ~~held hand~~ for the first time too ,, credits should go to the sabotages ! LOL . anyway ,, it really made me very HIGH ~ hahas . omg omg . =x

we went off early ,, in the bus ,, was summoning out the past where we start from a jokes become real feeling occurs . hahas ,, im missing those days .

we went to pasamalam whereas hubbie went home . i go made // buy something fer us . hahas ! its very ~~beautiful~~ ,, i shall take a pic of it and save it . =x

im so tired today ,, really HIGH enough . hahas ! anyway ,, tomorrow shall be a unforgettable day again ,, hes going to ~~send~~ me to school ! hoho ~~~

+ unforgettable friday

2005-04-08T14:20:00.000-07:00

SIGN ~ these past few days many thing just happened baa . no intention on having it reveal heree . =(

i found myself attached unknownly ,, but i hope i will never regret for the choice i made between the three . because i know i would not regret .

after all ,, i saw their ~~true colours~~ . boys are really just kind of animal ,, they are cold blooded . no boy-girl relatioship means no more friends ? absolutely childish-minded .

today ,, we started our second day . although he shown to be heck-cared . but i know what he wants and means . =)) he sent me to sch ,, and fetch me homee . no one has exactly done that before ! oh gosh ,, im fainting . =x

although many things obstructs us ,, but i seriously hope we could struggle through . because we just started through . hehee .

was having tests today ,, cme was extremely easy though i know i cant get high marks . =x but chinese was totally opposite ,, i got left no time though mr roslan gave me a bit of time . i cant remember how to put it as my answers ,, DUMB .

think im going have my bath soon ,, or else i`ll be late for suree . update again some other day ?

+ maturity .

2005-04-05T22:50:00.000-07:00

oh well ,, yesterday finally taste of what is tiring . along tish days ,, hasnt been feeling real tired . has been having nap recently ,, which made me a pig . today was no exception too . =))

in school ,, i thought a lot today . shall not hold on to anyonee ,, its time for me to get mature thinking . NO puppy love is strictly allow anymoree . =) which is mean that ,, any latest relationship i got myself into ,, would be SERIOUS . though sound abit weird to mee ,, but i meant what i said okiee .

doesnt know what has got into me to get myself into this ? but i guessed its right for me to do so yeaa ? hmm ,, today was planning to go out with baobei ,, in the end got myself lying in the bed . DOTS .

today has been so guai okiee ,, i done my homework . LOL ! hai`x ,, i seriously need a haircut . my frindge is getting yucky ,, or should i say i it has never been nice either . hurhur . xD honestly ,, im tired of what i am ,, i need to a life man ! tsk .

frankly ,, me and him is nothing i guessed ? maybe is one-side liked previously but thanks for your wishes anyway . hope you and belle would last as can see shes the right girl for you . =) all the best .

+ returning to my old-self

2005-04-04T20:44:00.000-07:00

was told today having english for our SA1 . it was so sudden-news that i did not prepared at all ,,dumb me just sat for the test giving free marks out . to me ,, it was extremely hard ! anyway ,, serve me right .

today`s weather was so cold cann ? i needs warmth ! but dont think i deserve it yeaa ? after school went home directly ,, rots at home rather than being suffered from cold outsidee .

brought my nephew home today ,, while on the way suddenly found out the star which attached to my handphone pouch was missing ! i was so worried about it ,, i search through the place i went before reaching the kindergarden and eventually went through the 85 steps of staircase up to my house ,, realising it was left at home .

maybe its just normal star made by straws ,, but it just stands an important place baa . went to took a nap and woke up at 5 plus . today was just too weird for mee ,, dont know what has exactly been happening . maybe its right being so .

was to go play pool at 630 ,, but i cant even find a shadows of hers ! im just like a fool ,, standing nearby the traffic-light ,, looking so stupid . and worst still ,, walked along the two bus-stop multi times ,, dont even know why im doing so .

decided to went home then ,, 800 recieved calls from her ,, saying she reached the pooling placee . oh gosh ,, she said she was doing what im doing just now to search for mee ,, i think either one of us is blind .

being hot-tempered me cant stand a single thing nowadays ,, someone please guide me through . tsk ,, i just hate what i am now ! freako ~

+ dead caused by boringness .

2005-04-04T14:13:00.000-07:00

-020405-
today supposed to go out with jasper di ,, but unknownly cancelled the outing . all moi dearest ones were busy today ,, no one could actually pull me through those lonely hours . SOB .

stayed at home whole day long ,, the moment i was out is to help my uncle buy 4D . must be jokes right ? how cold i possibly buy 4D ? i went there to ask people help mee ,, no one actually does . was giving up soon ,, gave the last try and it works . =))

went home and continue rotting . until about eight plus ,, piggy asked me out . waited for the bus for 15 min cann ? DOTS . we met for awhile and went homee ,, can see today piggy was ultimately tired out . pathetic alright ?

-030405-
was another boring day . kept myself at home again ,, actually planned to go out with laopo ,, but we never even contact . =((

just now rains heavily ,, almost flood my housee . SIGN ~ was so boring boring boring .

went to take a nap ; thats what i could do to spend time away . woke up at ten plus i think ? omg ,, i had overslept . now i cant sleeps at all . =((

moi cough med finished ,, think i doesnt cough that much anymoree . but someone else is sick ,, hope she would take care baa ? =))

oh well ,, im still holding the thoughts of why i had did that ? omg ,, its just like having pts ? =\\ no i dont want that ! its too miraclee .

SIGN ,, maybe when the important person came back to his lifee ,, everything would simply changes . ohh ,, whatever ? i must stop what im doing right now ,, not to like anyone for the time being ,, its freakening !

sometimes ,, i just envious of my baobei and laopo ,, so many guys out there treat them so nicee ,, but why cant i ? they had found their loves now ,, but what about mee ? guessed i shouldnt think that much baa .

anyway ,, tomorrow im having english test in the hall ! kind of stress ? wish me all the best . =))

+ unhappiness .

2005-04-02T15:49:00.000-08:00

ytd is counted as luck-went-down . hais ; suay suay suay . =(

at first ,, was told that my mei got taiji at pierce sec . after dismissal was waiting for her call then she`s alright ,, glad to hear that .

rushed home and get ready for class outing . went point to gather our jiemeis and went to take train to ps and meet the rest .

after we reached ,, they at lucky plazaa . DOTS ! actually want to ask them to come back ps and watch moviee ,, in the end they say meet at cinee ,, fair .

reached cine and waited for them for almost 30 min ! in the end no movie fixes our time as we have to go nyp . so we change idea to pool ,, that girl dont let huimin they all in cause they were underagee . =\
so we asked the rest to go ssc play ,, they agreed . they walked so fast that we were separated . and we made our way to ssc ,, not even a shadow of them ! guessed what ? they at ps ! asked them come over they say dont want . kao .

i was so frustrated enough okiee ,, went ps and look for them . they told us they at ljs ,, but they at arcadee ! ... in the arcadee ,, we were separated again ,, dont want to stay with them either .

its time to go off to nyp ,, they didnt wait for us and go off their own ,, in the end we waited for them for so long cann ?! and we are latee !

but during the concert ,, ***** bought me bread n drinks ,, omg . unpredictablee . baobei and laopo was di-siao me till dont know like what .

after the concert ,, we went k pool . got taiji again ,, some ah lian simply sarks . they were so childish-minded okiee . about 12 plus then reach homee ,, exhausted me went bath and sleep .

+ mood ; happie .

2005-04-01T01:10:00.000-08:00

today supposed to ponten school ,, to find piggy . but piggy is truly a piggy ,, were still sleeping in da morning . left no choice but to go school .

today is 31st ,, my wedding . LOL ! crazy mee ,, but no groom nah`x . =( but nevermind ,, single is actually not bad too . =))

was having early dismissal today ,, dillied-dallied with my baobei and laopo along the way homee . they sent me home okiee ! hehee .

was so tired alright ? wanting to have a nap since this morning ,, but no opptunity was given since then . went to bank nearby my new house there to help my mum do things .

after that went to fetch my nephew . i was so housewife-like today . ^.^ went to took my long-wanted nap until 9 . recently jush automatically wakes at at 9 in the night .

piggy said wants to come look for mee ,, but i was sleeping ! i missed the day . =( and i had my day spent plainly . SOB ~

actually ,, missing someone has its taste of sweetness too . xD

+ life ish meaningless .

2005-03-30T23:59:00.000-08:00

oh well ,, today was really frustrated . did not attend pe lesson caused by mrs lai . i did not tied my hair cause its wet ,, but she insist . no point arguing with her ,, i shut my mouth the entire conversation .

perhaps recently should have been too emotional ,, causing myself to feel so much . i shall be hard`hearted ,, towards every single thing . =))

baobei was asking why i hasnt got my necklace replaced ,, as i was touching it ,, it broke into two pieces ! as i said ,, when im not wearing that ,, it would be the day i officially let him go . maybe its all fated baa ?

after school was having oral exam ,, its really high standard for the qns answering . im doom ! was raining quite heavily ,, but i was tired enough to walk under the rain .

wakes up at 8 ,, having a little fever i guessed ? went to compass point with my mum ,, bought my dream phonee ,, hurhur ! xD i start to feel guilty ,, i did not really spend time with mum often enough . im sorry MUM ! =((

i begin to find myself missing people again ,, this kind of feeling hasnt been occuring since weeksss ago . nope nopee ,, at the most ,, ish only crush ! no love should occur in my life now . SICKY !

+ farking pissed .

2005-03-29T23:36:00.000-08:00

-280305-
yesterday was an unforgetable day again ,, went to see doctor okiee ? can say its my first timee .

after school went to hougang mall meet piggy ,, im so guilty alright ? piggy rushed down ,, waited for me for so long ,, almost death of hunger . =(

and worst still ,, pei me walk to hougang polyclinic ,, wait for so long . at that point ,, i knew a bed was needed . LOL !

after that walk back homee ,, sleep until 9 . =x piggy says my comb wasnt with me ,, oh gosh i was thinking how to comb my hair today ,, and guessed what ? fancy took cab down just to pass me the comb . hahas .

yesterday night was hard to spend ,, boring was the keyword . therefore went to have an early night instead .

-290305-
today brought my med to school . and i decided to give all my best to my studies as someone gave me the motivation ,, yes i`ll give it a try .

got to know that there would be an oral exam held tml ,, sianzation . i was poor in it . =\\ went to 918 slack ,, basketballers was cool ! =))

went home took a nag until 9 again . after the show went onlinee ,, got to know something ; its just the fourth day we broke up ,, and he already got new gf ? i guessed i have been two-timed . =))

but i wasnt surprised at all ,, thats what a bastard could have done right ? =)) saying other people cheehong ,, did you ever ask were you one of them too ? hahas ,, should call yourself an idiot i think ? =))

counted foolish when you never contact me earlier that you are coming over to collect your sweater . its not that i dont want to return you okiee ? who wants it when its totally meaningless ?

hurhur ,, i think somebody caught in my heart . crush ? no i dont have an answer in my heart too . but i guessed i wont want to get into love this kind of thing anymoree ,, its sickening !

love is blind ,, no use being regret .

+ broken heart .

2005-03-28T00:56:00.000-08:00

yesterday was so down alright ? although i gotten myself prepared but .. i just couldnt explain what i exactly thinks about ?

yesterday spent my day with piggy ,, someone who can make me comfortable with baa ? and we went to caught `d eyes ten` its advisable that all of you should watch it ,, damn nice yeaa ?

samara should be my second target i guessed ? hiakhiaks ,, who wan to be my partner ? =x hai`x ,, i made myself a bet that i cant shed a tear for someone who doesnt worth it . but i doubt i made it .

whatever ? who cares about me yeaa ? today ish jush the second day ,, i must let go of it sooner or later ,, as i think we wont be together anymoree ,, so whats the point of holding it yeaa ?

maybe im really a burden to him ,, maybe he let me go is right . anyway ,, i must thanks piggy in a million ways . =)) making me stop all those unhappiness going on with me and eventually cheers me up .

but i was so scare ,, SCARE ! ;(

ebrione shud go after their happiness n nort looking back on d past as now n future counts ? but its hard to let go of an unforgetable past relationship baa ,, but still ,, we hab to try before we knew d ans .

+ expected .

2005-03-26T12:11:00.000-08:00

hurhur ,, as i expected . we going end up this relationship . yesterday i was thinking should i ask him ? but decided not to and went to bed .

today just cant expain why i wake up so early ? maybe its fated that i should recieved the news early ? whatever .

if i could turns back timee ,, i guessed we shouldnt clicks on each other . but anyway ,, thanks for having me felt love from nov to feb . but not after we patched up ; we have been suffering since then .

i eventually tried to change for you ,, but i guessed i failed ? cause i lose my temper on 21st march 2005 outside ps . i really cant take it anymoree ,, trying to let you know what im suffering all these days .

but since you have made up your mind ,, i would only accept and respect it . rest assurd ,, i wont hate you cause you were once my unforgetable boyfriend .

giving me up maybe cause you want to give others a chance ? who knows ? but i only knew that i really dont know whats going on one week earlier ? maybe yew know some other girl and whatever thing might happened right ?

i shall returned to my ownself ,, telling me there wont be the word `dear` for you and me anymoree ; i think after this patch up ,, we wont patch anymoree .

+ brking off .

2005-03-25T02:06:00.000-08:00

yesterday outing was quite fun ? pei my baobei go lan shop find her aiai after our sports day . was extremely tired after running 400m alright ? =\
anyway yesterday was an unforgettable day too . =)) jush many things happened baa . but he wasnt with me at all . we hasnt met for ten days plus . the feeling was utterly awful .

all along this dew days ,, we hardly contact each other . sms not up till three a day . a day is 24 hour okiee ? SIGN ~

went to sleep this afternoon ,, hopefully i`ll sleep and never wake up . i think we will end our relationship sooner or later ,, everlasting and endless love // story ,, all was just a pack of lies .

why we have became like this ? just now what he told me in msn ,, smses was poking through my heart . but what can i exactly do ? nothing . whatever choice he makes ,, i`ll respect to it .

love a person is hard ,, forget a person can never be easy too .

+ getting to understand .

2005-03-22T17:55:00.000-08:00

ytd gotten two surprisee ,, baobei bought me med ! i cant expected her to buy that for me lor`x . and a old classmate azizi contact me somewhere somehow ? omg ,, we lost contact exactly fer four years !

today was like farking shit ? firstly late for school ,, secondly gort punished during chemistry lesson . thirdly cough like hell ! poor little mee .

was really shag enough today ,, moreover was lacking of sleeps ? made me more frustrated . idiot teacher asked me want to take chemistry test ? of course i rejected ,, and i went to lie on the tablee . she was nag and nag about mee ,, i went out of class and play hp . she came out tend to confiscate it ,, but please ! would i ever let her do that ? STUPID !

in school was really very down ,, after school went for the coursee . and was home now ,, but neither did my mood went up ! =\\ just now cough till cry and vomit out . cheebong lor`x ,, im upset and fed up enough ,, cant you this farking sickness just go away ? DOTS .

oh well ,, i saw something . what for if im his everything but cant even make him happy ? aiyaa ,, saying these i know im nothing compared to his lots of brothers . i admit im a failure in lovee ,, i dont know how to lock him up like other girls .

yesterday i really dont know how come i would done that to him ,, perhaps want him to know its awful . but well ,, i have been suffering this few days too . i think i should give him and myself sometime to think it through ,, as he needs his jie to be there when he needs help ; his brothers there to share happiness . i really dont know what i can do for him ? or should i say ,, i shouldnt exist in his world as i cant even done my part as a gf .

- i needs you ,, i wants you ,, and of course i loves you . BUT do you still needs me ,, wants me and loves mee ? -

+ freaking pissed .

2005-03-21T15:42:00.000-08:00

just bath out . today in school was so boring cann ? we never talk much today . SIGN ~

today is me and baobei 4th month . bringing her out to eat for the celebration ,, shes waiting for this day i guessed ? =)

yesterday sort things out with him ,, no solution after all yeaa ? but nevermind . let nature take its courses .

oh well ,, i know he needs timee . and i`ll endur ,, not for the sake of him but us . but nids brothers moree ,, truly hurts me loads though its just a few words .

please tell me what you exactly want . neither do we like to be neglected ,, slowly make up your mind .

+ drfiting away .

2005-03-21T00:45:00.000-08:00

though today i woke up in the late noon ,, i still can feel the day was so long . hai`x ,, should i say i had enough . i just feel like we are friend and thats all .

never really had anything eaten today ,, due to lose of appetitee . my precious ones should know the actual reason . SIGN .

stayed at home whole day long ,, was having myself thinking all those negativee . i knew i was wrong to think so much ,, but who knows if its real ?

say no moree ,, i really had ENOUGH . i need to rest and bring myself to a better stagee ,, someone please guide me along .

+ tired of ebrithing .

2005-03-20T02:38:00.000-08:00

after having 4 hours of sleep ,, woke up for todays outing . met qin ai de at 10 plus then together go point and wait for laopo . she`s always the one latee . =\
went to sentosaa ,, woohoo ! nice place yeaa ? think pool and sun tanning gonna caught up in mee . hurhur . xD

yup ,, i turned black indeed ,, wondering people around me would accept for what i look like now ? sunburn all over my body . oh my !

many things cropped up today ,, and i simply miss a lot of people . =(( was so tired after the trip ,, push myself to mall to buy earstick .

today only eaten a bread and currypuff . no appetite anyway ? hai`x ,, coldness is what i felt after all ? were simply drifting apart . -im totally numb-

+ i nid to c him .

2005-03-19T02:07:00.000-08:00

oh my ,, i skipped so many days of blogging . -sorry- anyway haven been going out continuosly this few days ,, my mind was pool pool pool . =x

had my first game on last wed ,, it was extremely FUN ! and it caught up my interest . hiaks ! xD these days was hell to mee . tears came out when i coughs ,, and worststill ,, gotten sore throat . DOTS .

today surposely to be out with my mum ,, but due to the time concern ,, we postponed . but i bought spring chicken ,, big feast in return . =)

therefore went out with my laopo and baobei instead . as usual ,, went out late caused of the late queen . =\\ but nevermind ,, we were used to it isnt it ?

today saw many people which i dont get to see for quite a long timee . weili ,, acee ,, xiaoger ,, jay ,, pig . hurhur ,, today was my first time playing video game too . hahas !

went to par pool again ,, enjoyed . went home at about 11 plus ,, was thinking to buy some food for mum ,, too bad she rejected it . =((

hes yo-ing rite now . sadded ~ i want too ! but have to control myself especially im kind of banned ? come on ,, just telling myself chiong is bad . =))

whatever ,, i just miss him . and its alot ALOT ! tml sat ,, guessed he would chiong again . anything ,, i cant join in too . xD

. a day fer me .

2005-03-16T01:04:00.000-08:00

actually was thinking to skip today`s blog ,, but better not be lazy yeaa ? =)) anyway today was out with hubbie wor`x . ya ,, just the two of us . unexpected right ? =))

went to his house and waits for him ,, he took one hour to get ready . zhen shi ai mei si ler`x ! after leaving his house ,, he forgortten to wear his ring ! hmph ~ but at least he went back and collect it .

took train to ps ,, today no people there eh ? weirdy weird . collected the ticket and went for gaming ,, he looked so cute and handsome when hes playing ,, my dear !! xD

watched boogeyman at 515 . seriously ,, i dont know what its about ? just know that the scary scene really made my soul jumps out . =x

after the movie ,, darl plays 1 hour game and we went off to take bus . as he have things to do ,, so i went home alonee . =((

today didnt eat anything you see ? was afraid of vomitting it out when im coughing . hai`x ,, when will my cough stops ? =(( today bebe wore the couple shirt i gave him . SMOOCHIES !

+ meaningful .

2005-03-15T01:48:00.000-08:00

Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind.
If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings.
Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.

Love her for who she is. Don't even think about changing any bit about her.
6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities. She's special & she will stay that way.
You change any part of her, you'll change her forever.
Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.Love whole-heartedly.

She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treassure her.
She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town
but she chose you instead all because of love.
So love her guys, not play with her.
Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever. If you're with her, love her.

Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity,
that's not respecting love at all.
Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be.
I've been there & I know how it feels. Don't expect perfection from her.
She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.
Like another girl while you're in a relationship?Then I think it's time you remain single for a while.

Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.
Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do the same.
Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way?
Be faithful, enough is enough.Socialise only when you're single.
You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams.
Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.It never kills to be romantic.

Think, be flexible.Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.
Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you. Something sweet & simple always get the job done. Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.
Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day.

Love her as if each day is the last. Sweet talking only applies for singles, not for attached guys.
Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.
It isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity.
Remember, INSECURITY. Promise her & make sure you never break the promise.
Swear to her & make sure you live up to your word. Pledge your love to her & her alone.

Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to.
Same goes for her,giving u her heart means allowing u to break it and trusting u not to.
Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. Should'nt you do the same thing as well?
That's love. Give her your heart, your life, your everything.
Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises.

But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.
Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die.
Its her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?
Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't leave her once you've won her love.
Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death.

If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.
She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart & love her over. Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display, she's someone to love, not to show off to your "friends".

+ im addicted .

2005-03-15T00:37:00.000-08:00

early in the morning at nine-thirty ,, reached school for remedial . woohhoo ,, its fun yeaa ? =)) but my eyes just couldnt make it . LOL !

realised mrs kc wasnt as fierce har`x ? anyway saw mrs gan ,, with her little cute baby boy . after the remedial went void deck ,, refused to let baobei went homee . cause i scared i gone home then cannot be awake for jie`s outing jiu die liao .

1145 ,, officially went homee . LOL ~was onlining ,, telling myself not to be bored as going outing today and time flies ? =)) helped my nephew bathed ,, funny seh . xD

bought many thing before took bus ,, all is my nephew `licsence` LOL . anyway ,, i was lated . =x treated my jie and niece a meal in return . and we went our SHOPPINGS !

today spent 40 dollars . 1946 ,, finally i felt tired . suddenly got the urge to see bebee ,, called him saying i fetching him after his work . dilly-dallied reached his workplace at 9 ,, waited for 45 mins then he is finally dismissed .

together with my nephew went ps by train ,, hubbie seems to dote on him seh . kekee . xD reached ps awhile jiu go off to take 147 . many people was included in the trip ,, all di siao my nephew siaa ,, i couldnt help him too .

hubbie sent me homee ,, so sweet of him ,, isnt it ? after sending back my nephew to the home sweet homee . dear bring me go 7-11 buy cough med . seriously today i almost vomit two time cause of the bad cough . =\\

sent him for cab ,, feel so `cant bared to` leave him . =(( he just made me so insane about him ,, muacks !! hau`x ,, hes sick too . i cant even managed to take care of myself ,, how to take care of him ? HAI~X !!!

. i lurfe him loads !

2005-03-14T01:58:00.000-08:00

thought today i wasnt going anywheree ? to my unexpectation ,, baobei woke up and she jio me out for moviee . hurhur ! xD

we met up at point and walk long long distance to take 147 ,, wondering how come i went point to meet them instead of my house here as the bus stop is just at my house nearby ?

on the long journey ,, moi pinkishjiemui ,, fen spotted me as she messaged mee ! omg ~ so paiseh har ? =x waited for the damn bus for so long ! GOSH ~

its been so long since i went out together with peanut ,, LOL ~ anyway todays journey seems long ? took alomst half day to reach ? =\
went ps saw my lovely laogong ! yipee . was playing drum and i can imagine how toot im likee . hurhur . dear went off earlie today ,, never have enough time to look at him . =(

anyway he broke the punching scoree ! weetuuweet ~ sent him to mrt there with his kakii . was being addressed as `dasao` . so shy cann ? =x

went to buy ticket for moviee ,, watched constantine though its an old onee ? NICE alrightt . went home straight after the moviee ,, afradi that no last bus for us .

todays journey was fun ! hai`x ,, just read his blog . was kind of touching yeaa ? just simply love him many many ! couldnt even resist the forcee ~ =))

+ sianzation .

2005-03-13T01:54:00.000-08:00

well ,, as i expected . i would not go anywhere today due to my physical conditions . pain all over my body neh`x ! =\\

yesterday was fun nor`x ,, but almost quarrel with him quite a few times too . hai`x . at first is go with mui dee . but dont know how come quite many point people tagging along too . aiyo !

went sparks ,, saw alot of people who i hasnt seen for a long time . shake ar shake then took cab to bomb . dear seems to be angry siaa . then went back to sparks ,, but at the same time he went to bomb . hai`x ,, not fated siaa .

reached there kanna spotcheck ,, it held so long ! after that we carry on our shaking ! LOL ~ then he and friends came back . but we did not stayed together either . sumthing cropped up when we were dancing ,, made a reason for me to `escape` to somewhere elsee . DANGEROUS ! =\\

tired tired ,, went home at about 5 plus by cab . mui came my house to sleep until 9 like that baa ? and she went back homee ,, while i slept until 4 plus today . =x

whole day at home zou bo siaa ,, now were waiting for him to come back homee . hai`x ,, tomorrow he got to work morning shift yet at this time he wasnt back yet . =(

. sparksyday

2005-03-11T19:03:00.000-08:00

was back home from X-country . today was completely shag baa ? firstly ,, overslept . secondly ,, coughing like mad . thirdly ,, i didnt got my top fifteen rank ! nabei lor . =\
today was having four period of free period ,, actually only have two for maths ,, but we skipped chemistry lesson . hurhur !

enetered gents for having show ,, fight siaa . its my first time going gents ! somemore so da da fang fang siaa . indeed nice show . see liao so high man . =x

went out of school ,, actually theres somemore fight eh ,, but pang suaa . eeeww ~ =x then go home and prepare for x-country . 230 met at point n went off to macritchie reservoir .

this year was completely hard to got in the top fifteen placee ! sec 5 gerls was included too . hais . ran half way something cropped up ,, made me give up the racee .

why somebody else cares for me more than he is ? doesnt he really care or just cause of misunderstanding ? im totally affected by this . SHAG !

later was going sparks ,, my first time alright ? quite excited dee ,, but due to current physical ,, im completely exhausted . hope to have a rest before going chiong baa . =))

. woaideren he wodeairen

2005-03-10T23:48:00.000-08:00

yesterday from 6 plus sleep till today`s morning ? that was pro ,, not PIG okiee ? hahas . was up earlie today probably because im too energetic ? went to school early too ,, was waiting for my baobei outside the gatee .

in class was so fun ,, doesnt have much lesson today ,, SHIOK ! today went excursion ,, journey was far away ! made me almost vomit out siaa . but nbm ,, keep di-siao someonee . =x

reached back school at about 5 plus ? though i have enough sleep last night but i felt tired after the trip ! woohoo ,, like that also not bad ,, so that later i can get into my sleep .

tomorrow have cross country ,, many people was jio-ing me to run siaa . i dont know should i ? cosh mostly this is my last year ,, i guessed im not going sec 5 with such lousy result ?

today poor him was so kelian . was lated for work and rushed to work without having any food . omg ,, heartaches ! =( today he has to work for long hours neh`x ! hope he wud take caree . =((

- what`s the point of talking when the other person`s mind is at somewhere else ? -

. happiefourthmonth

2005-03-09T00:11:00.000-08:00

these two days were BAD ! was coughing like hell . =\\ felt so sick man . and guess what ? i have fever during cpa n level exam ,, somemore today is the last day . nehneh eh .

able to struggle through d mistakes i did in the exam ,, heng siao . finally came to an end of cpa coursework exam part two liao ,, song bo .

went back sch at about 230 for two purposes ,, accompany baobei for the cpa thing and the english oral workshop . waited for baobei one n half hour ! in the end gotten the wrong timetablee ,, again we missed the session .

went over to my new house to have a look . well ,, by seeing it makes me felt so comfortablee . but im just scare that after we moved in ,, the feeling wasnt there anymore becuase our things is too many !

tot today wouldnt be meeting him ,, felt so shag ? in the end he told me he went home and call me to go look for him . so long never go his house ler`x ,, very huan nian .

pei him orhorh until 9 go watch his favourite tv programmee ,, he made the ` ai xin milo ` for mee . it just brought me back to the pass when he does that everytime i go his housee . around ten ,, he sent me to the bus stop and i went homee .

today is our fourth month ,, can say is went through alot for us . hope there wasnt be any separation further . HAPPIE 4TH MONTH !

. imishmoiboi

2005-03-06T23:54:00.000-08:00

oh minee ,, today was boring . woke up at 330 ,, but eventually i wakes p several times during moi peaceful slp . i dreamt of sumthing ,, sumthing bad again . =((

baobei jio me out to j8 ,, due to my pokness ,, so have to wait for my mum to came back n claimed my money before i could goes out .

it was abt 6 when i meets baobei . bought her things n set off back to hougang . we went to have our dinner at kfc ,, its damn full ! then i kajiao baobei until she laugh till almost vomit the whole things out ,, im sorry baobei ~

brought moi nephew home together with my aunt . today was rather weird baa ,, in a very sensitive way . two more days would be our fourth month ,, hope nothing obstruct our way .

hes been working these two days ,, hope everthing would be alright . wish that he would have enuff sleep ,, simply concerns him much !

. madmadmad

2005-03-05T10:03:00.000-08:00

today woke up at around 1130 . to mee ,, that was EARLIE ! because normally i slept till late noon at about 3 for my weekends . but this were miralcee .

went bath n get prepared . was ready to meet him ,, took train all that and went to his workplace just to pei him in his lunchtimee . =)) after slacking went to take bus while he return for work .

i was about to vomit during the journey . bus took so long to reach . half way through ,, qinaide jio me and baobei for outing . since my day was blank ,, jiu agreed to it .

waited for them at their alighting point ,, today`s weather were so HOT ! which affected my mood too . shag ~ =\\ went to mall n window shop for 2 hours before we went kbox .

anyway today`s trip was fun . or rather should i say its MAD ~ we made unpredictable moves ,, making our day so fun . but when its time for bill ,, we gort shocked . 90.32 !!

took bus to point ,, alighted and jokes created again . alan hug baobei n walked ,, so sweet of them . hai`s ! then baobei want alan piggy-back her ,, the moves were too funny . me and qinaide ckp ~

i felt so sorry ,, that i didnt acc him during his night . i didnt know he wud came home so early ? its so unexpected . and he is sick now ,, poor hubbiee ! hope he gets well soon ,, loving him always ~

. tiringday

2005-03-04T23:02:00.000-08:00

today was out for 15hr ! new record . today was waiting for laopo and baobei for so long at 928 ,, they were DAMN LONG ! =\\

went for carrer day thing ,, was boring alrightt ? but we just talk non-stop . and i have decided to save up for moi mp3 . seems hard to save money for now as many thing was undonee .

after sch ,, went to town directly as we were having our home clothes since morning . went slack around ps ,, fount out ps wasnt really boored to shop with .

baobei`s alan came n find her . hubbie came to ps too ,, his leg were still injuring but he camee . really worried for him lor`x . =\\

after he went for moviee ,, we all set off to orchard . many many ppl joined our group during the journey ,, and we end up having 11 ppl . OMG ~

moi leg was totally stressed out ,, it called me to rest whn i couldnt . =( went back ps find him ,, awhile more he went back homee . without 15 min ,, i went home too .

was so tired ,, resting moi leg all along d way back homee . bought food for my mum ,, dont know how come i cared that much ? whatever ,, im tired ,, i want to sleep . he went out for beering ,, doesnt know how to take care when his leg is injured . =( i missed him .

. chixinjuedui

2005-03-04T00:46:00.000-08:00

today almost everything wasnt on my sidee ,, poor mee ! firstly ,, i was feeling unwell again . from top to toe felt so cold n worst still ,, it rains . =\
sumone was so fucking irritating ~ =\\ whatever ,, im not going to care so much over it . it just dont worth . anyway today whole day i just felt so freaking cold . nobody was to give me any warmth .

its a long day for me today ,, i felt its though 2 days passed . i thinks of him n his poor leg . i dont know how was it liao ? after sch thought could go find him . but no ,, have to acc moi mum n sis to eat .

went toapayoh ,, was trying my luck to search for joan . hurhur ,, but neber saw any shadow of hers . went fortunate restaurant `xinfuyingcha` omg ,, its fucking ex ! jush five dishes n it costs 100 ~

went home right after that ,, was feeling so tired today . was quite happie to hear tat he has acc ,, at least he wasnt bored . i guessed we would be meet seldomly ,, hai`x .

. immishinghimagain

2005-03-02T15:59:00.000-08:00

was up early this morning ,, annoying alarm always ~ but its better than late for sch . anyway ,, today he call me in the early morning ,, was kind of shocked ! unexpectedly alright ?

in sch was so fucking shit caused by cpa exam again . was so confused about what info to be included . slept during math lesson ,, sleep until gaogao .

heard that his leg swollen ,, i was so heartpained . so worried for him ,, hope its going to recover soon after he visited the doctor baa . *prays hard .

reached home ler`x ,, so boring wor . was intending to have outing with my baobei n laopo dee ,, but cant think up of any nice place fer us ,, so dropped off the ideaa . and i began to miss him again ! =\\

. memorableday

2005-03-01T23:27:00.000-08:00

today i used 5 min to reach sch ~ new record . was kinda mad in sch baa . habing CPA n lvl exam today ,, was sorta stressed . hai`x . =\
was thinking of playing mahjong at evening dee ,, den dearie cor up n ask me go fer our long wanted moviee . n of cosh i went . =)) was rushing all d way since sch dismish .

im still late fer it after taking cab ! wah liew ,, tat stupid uncle mush hab cheated moi hweeling n took me a big round . =\\ ebrione was waiting fer me siaa . im sho SORRIE !

well ,, quite a impressive show . no wonder ebrione says its nicee . went ps walk walk after tat nor`x ,, dearie wenta fight fight ! sho fierce hao bu hao ? was sho worried !

reach home after a long day ,, im reallie tired . moi marmie was sho nagging ~ coring me to go home earlie to acc her . =\\ wartever ,, i wanna slp NOW !

. happiemonday

2005-02-28T16:12:00.000-08:00

woots ,, first in da history ; happie during MONDAYS ! hurhur . today dunno why jush felt sho happie oritee . though im late fer sch today . hab quite lortsa fun in sch today ,, jokes , lame-y things . hoho !

was dismished at 140 lidart . thanks to d help of prefect investituree . n moi qinaide gortten d place in deputy head prefect . hurhur ~ congrats to moi qinaidee .

was sho boring at home now . siansian ~ i mish HIM ! hao xiang hao xiang ta orh`x . does anyone noe abt tat kinda feeling ? sho miserable siaa . hais !

. lonelylonelylonely

2005-02-27T14:18:00.000-08:00

ytd wasnt reallie a day fer mee ,, was feeling sho giddy ! after d uk funfair rides . =\\ supposed norta go anywhere ytd ,, but qinaide jio me n laopo out ,, sho be it . wenta ps gave him a surprised . hai`x ,, mish yew sho much .

rushed from town to hougang collect cakee . suay suay shop close liao . ANGER ! den wenta green cosh qinaide wan go find her kor nor`x . den they all was suggesting to buy crab fer marmie first . n i did ~ after all d dillied dallied went homee .

reached home abt 12 lidart . jush nice oritee ,, wished moi marmie happie bdaee . hoping she enjoyed d surprised . anyway ,, plan A works out ,, today shud hab plan B ~ tats ish to collect d cake n go to her work place at pr n surprised her again . xD

faithful daughter okiee . omg ,, sumone nids a pail again . today was sho tiring man ,, ltr think go find baobei play pool . cosh moi boi wasnt free again ,, hope to c him soon . =(

. im energetic !

2005-02-25T18:19:00.000-08:00

omg ! now oni 6 in da morniee ~ n im awaked liao . =\\ytd from evening slp until now siaa ,, piggy me jiu shi piggy . cant blame orh ? i gort a bad dream siaa ,, sho scary dee . =( concern abt me n him summoree . hais ~ *wawa doesnt believe in dream ,, hubbie no scare orh ?

wake up tat time saw msg n missed cor from moi boi ,, im sho sorriee ~ i gone to bed without telling yew ,, but i neber noe tat i cud actually slept fer sho long . maybe ish jush too tired baa ? when i wake up i tot its still 11 or 12 ,, den realising ish mornie liao . =\\ boi ,, i mish yew ~

. lonelyday

2005-02-24T16:12:00.000-08:00

ytd ,, 23th feb ; 11.18pm a day to remember . was told to remember n sho i wrote in heree . hurhur ~

sian ,, today almost cant wake up again siaa ~ but thanks fer moi baobei de cor ,, wakes me up . anyway today in sch quite fun de baa ? though nort reallie enjoying .

go find tat char bor during recess timee ,, hiaks ! habing a hard time searching fer her siaa ,, verie pro in hiding ~ anyway after recess went to com lab ,, played d cme gamee ; FUN ! hurhur . today ish first time i do history notes siaa . hiaks !

after sch wenta find tat charbor again . kip running away dee ,, bth ! den after tat went 68 plus order cake nor`x . gonna gib moi marmie surprised . tot today can mit him dee ,, but seems almost impossiblee . I MISH HIM !

.exhausted

2005-02-23T16:57:00.000-08:00

today neber go sch . xD summore ish supported by moi marmie leh`x ~ woohoo . den wenta bath n slp awhilee ,, pei moi marmie go malaysia sho tat tish sat can go out . hiaks !

was sho tired during d journey . bought 3 vcd ,, can save up moi movie moneh . hurhur ~ heard some news from moi mei ,, tml i c tat bitch how to diee . LOL ! jush kidding you mei you ? xD

i mish him ! two day neber c him liao . SAD ~ was sho boring now siaa ,, wonder wart hes doing now ? sho sian leh`x . sumone save up moi boredom ? oh yeaa ,, ltr laopo they all coming over play mahjong again ~ hiaks !

.finallytishdaycamee

2005-02-22T16:09:00.000-08:00

omg ,, ytd was jush a miracle to me oritee ? hurhur ,, elaborate ltr on . in sch ,, we were habing photo taking . =\\ i didnt noe its ytd nor`x ,, if nort we wudnt go sch . anyway i jush blinked moi eyes wib d flash . sure turn out verie farnie dee .

after sch went home directly ,, realising moi aunty ish bathing . sho i went online n saw him ,, hurhur . wenta bath after tat . n went outtiee ~ ytd was jush a miracle to mee ,, alsho moi happiest moments . hiaks ! 21st of feb -1810- hehe`x ~

reallie ish verie d ai ta nor`x . mish him sho much siaa . =( went home at abt 9 lidart ,, n reach home at ten . real earlie baa . dunno why jush seems sho tired orh . tats why didnt blog ytd . anyway i slept at 1am . =\\

when i wake up today ,, moi phone was ringing patheticly on d floor . when i reached fer it ,, moi screen ish totally blank again ! oh gosh ,, i was thinking nort again ? den i switch it off n on ,, lucky its nort wart i think .

went sch n was habing scouts day ? damn boring oritee . was habing moi haircut again . ;x well ,, was luffing till mad during recess timee . three boys were habing gerl`s clip on their hair ! LOL ~

assembled in d hall ,, wth ~ mr chia tok sho much okiee . fer abt one hour lidart ,, picking on NA student . wart a biased principal .den went back class ,, no teacher siaa . since its free period shud enjoy but i felt sho shag . =\\

today tot can c him ,, but hes going out . nbm i shall stay at home orhorh . kekee ~ ltr on baobei ,, laopo n pui coming over play mahjong . mush go regain moi energy liao . hurhur ~

.tocontinueorend.

2005-02-21T00:54:00.000-08:00

today i purposely slp until 4 plus ,, dun wanna wake up n think those negativee . how i wish i cud slp forever n neber wake up . hai`s ~

today ,, i finally get to noee . i shud gib an ans to moiself or rather made a decision . but i reallie dunno wart to do . hasnt seen him fer 6 days ler`x . can say ish first time in history baa . if i ever say i dunch mish him ,, tats a liee .

tish few days i tried to go ps n c whether i hab d chance to c him there maa . ans was `no` . maybe we r nort fated baa . hai`x . until today which ish we brk up de first week ,, moi marmie hasnt gort to noe wart has happened . i cudnt made moiself to say it either . let things be natural baa .

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hurhur,, im back from tm . neber buy anything baa ? oni noe tat moi head gort dizzy d moment i reach theree . was finding d blk tat laopo`s fren working ,, find till verie cham siaa ! =\\

wenta di siao him ,, den im habing moi bread ,, they toks . now den i can cfm ,, pic deceived ppl . =\\ after tat he gone back to work ,, den me joined laopo n went walk walk . can say its sian baa ? cosh nth to walk dee . =(

came home ,, was sho tired . well ,, i seems to be tired all d time hor`x ? nbm ,, life ish meaningless . now was sho sian siaa . dotdotz ~ tml ish me n moi baobei de 3 mth anniversary ! i gonna treat her dinner wib d clothe she bought fer me fer christmas ,, n d clothes i bought fer her . hiaks !

.saddingaway

2005-02-20T14:24:00.000-08:00

hai`x ,, waked up at 1240 . i didnt hab enuough slp okiee ? shag shag ,, think today gonna bad mood fer d rest of d day . =\\ ppl pls bares it wib me okiee ? im sorriee . jush now gortten muscle cramp during moi slps . PAIN !

read sumthing i shudnt read . think we nort gonna patch up ler`x . but i promish tat no matter how ,, as long as i still lurfes // hab feeling fer him ,, i will WAIT fer him . tish ish a promish to moiself . trying to gib him timee ,, but scared to turned out in a mess . i`ll survivee .

going out ltr ,, think gonna spend alort today again . omg ,, im brokee . moi dear jie today verie vexed . can say im useless to cheer her up or solve her problem . hai`x ~ jiee ,, i jush hope yew will nort think much so as nort to affect yur day . cheers *

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im sho freaking shag now ,, tired tired . gonna slp rite away ! well ,, went town . today was moi first time playing pool . sho paiseh ,, but was fun . today orchard was habing chingay . crossing d road was difficult . nidda walk from underpass to cinee . extra onee . =\

wenta catch `feng shui` . nice show which ish quite horror dee . overall wuite anjoyed baa ? today den find out i gort blueblack all over moi arm n neck . PAIN ! n moi leg too ,, wore moi new heels bought from ytd . hai`x . today ish painny day ,, legache , handache , neckache , HEARTACHE !

went ps played rock fever n sho on ,, went to take bus at 12 . LOL ! sho tired now . i felt his `coldness` . hais . life ish sho miserablee . why cant ebrione gets wart they wan ?

.nomorechance

2005-02-19T00:22:00.000-08:00

today habing chinese test . **** d teacher siaa . start time according her watch . den change teacher many ppl cant finish their test . =\\ tat includes me too ! i wasted 8 marks oritee . wart abt social stardies ? i oni wrote nort even five lines fer d three qns . LOL ~ anyway today ish last of ca test . weets ~

sho sian ,, today finally in sch ate sumthing . its nice lor`x . perhaps i too long neber eat liao . haha`x ~ now going out wib moi marmie awhilee ,, ltr jiu go out wib laopo n baobei liao ! clothy clothy here i comee . LOL ! xD

-if oni im able to turn backs timee-

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sian sian ,, jush gort back home from outing ~ omg ,, im sho freaking tired ! n i spent 60 dollars . reallie ish into shopping mood ~ bought four clothes ,, heels ,, belated pressie fer moi niece n blablaa .

today wore laopo gave me d shirt . mei mei orh`x . =) waited fer laopo to get ready from 330 to 430 . =\\ it was a long long trip before we reached . but we craps along d way sho time seems to pass easily . went to shop n sho on . was sho hungry sho bought a curry puff .

went da play uk funfair ,, it was fun oritee ? n guess wart ? we kana followed by two guy . it has been sumtime since he followed us all da way . abit pervert siaa ,, at first i neber noticee . den baobei say ,, den i ish like yar hor`x ,, its like kip saw they two dee . they confronted laopo when me n baobei habing our gamee . sho bian tai siaa . budden me n baobei reallie do enjoyed d gamee .

saw a sweetie things ~ its like gort those cute BIG soft toys station . gort tish two couplee ,, both of them won kanna drew up n den was cor to climb d ladder to pick on any one they wans . sho both of them xin xin ku kutook d last two cute BIG pig ! their gf was sho fortunatee . yet three of us were sho jealous . hai`s ~

after strolling fer one hour plus inside d thingy ,, we felt tired . n of cosh we wenta take bus . gort tish stupid `hei pi` ,, dunno wart he looking at alsho . made me sho fed up lor`x . nehneh eh . =\\ actually wanna slp in da besh but pei baobei tok baa .

im sho tired ,, tired as in moi presencee . n alsho moi lifee . when will he be back to me again ? will he be back ? or neber ever ? hai`s .

.drifting

2005-02-17T18:46:00.000-08:00

omg ,, ytd ish a damn tired day . =\\ was habing english n physics ca test ytd ~ omg ,, its damn difficult oritee ? after recess went back class ,, eng teacher was briefly going through d ans without returning us d script . sho far i think i oni gotten 10 plus ? over dunn 50 or 70 siaa . diediee .

den ytd after sch went home n went outta town . walk till siao ~ firstly went far east ,, heeren ,, ps ~ reallie ish long way nor`x . budden i manage to fufil moi `shan shan xin` de ideaa . bought four clothes . maybe jush gone crazy ? hai`x . though shopping can made me forget ebrithing . but doesnt seems to work after i reach homee .

took 147 homee . met alort of siao lang there siaa . n we went mad too . cosh watching those siao lang we luff till peng . n even d bus driver ish mad too ,, we pressed d bell n he jush passed our destination point lidart .
=\\ caused us to walk extra long path .

went 644 cosh baobei going find her alan . den sat there awhile ,, jiu go home liao . was sho tired n sticky siaa ,, sho went bath n online awhilee . d frenster spoilt again . =\\ den actually going to `baibai` wib moi marmie dee . but i wait fer her to bath until i slps ~ xD

abt today ar`x ,, i almost cant wake up . marmie was drive to mad by mee as i refused to wake up . LOL ~ den rushed in d end ,, lucky no latee . today was habing math n chem . reallie ish `yi qiao bu tong` . =\\ den was anyhow write lor`x . at least i wrote sumthing ritee ?

after recess was slacking away in class ,, damn boring n tired . hai`x ~ was thinking alort of things again . i wonder during tish 4 days did i changed to a better person ? hope i did . anyway ytd patch wib qinaide at 1135 . its `35` again ,, i mish d 02.35 of d 1st nov .

although i assumed tat lurfe cant be force all tat ,, but i reallie hoping d ans on sunday wud be a gud one fer mee . hai`x ~ does anyone noes abt how i feels ? ytd n today we seems to be `nort even fren` lidart . i reallie mish d days we hab n when we were together . =(

.dthirdday

2005-02-15T09:04:00.000-08:00

ytd gort improvee ,, slept fer 2 hour plus before i go sch . n i saw moi eye bags ! in fact ish eye swollen ,, zai zai de lor`x . cosh ytd eyes verie pain baa . today verie unlucky ,, kip saw mdm habibah . was avoiding her fer d sake of moi shoee . =\\

n warts moree ? today gort `fire drill` sian siaa ,, was suffering under d hot sun . n i hate mr roslan ~ he alwways picked on our class . eeewww . anyway d thingy made time passed fast ! today`s time ish sho easily gonee .

tot today might mit him ,, budden he wasnt free i think ? nebermind baa ,, it`s okie dee . =)) dunno why today felt sho shag siaa ? but i learnt sumthing today . - take wart tat belongs to yurs ,, if its yurs no matter how its yurs . but if it doesnt belongs to yew ,, no matter how hard yew wan ,, it wud turn d other way-

stupid frenster ish lagging . hai`x ~ life ish sho boring nowadays . all i hab to do ish slp wake up go sch ,, come home onlinee ,, slp again . dunno wart ish d point of living too ,, maybe i live moi life fer yew .

. happievalentinedaytome

2005-02-14T22:37:00.000-08:00

ytd slp fer one hour . which ish nort enuff ,, today i went sch wib moi puffy eyes . =\\ was almost cried out when i saw wart was written on moi desk . but ebrithing ish jush past ? i gorta be strong ,, he doesnt like any emotional gerls .

many ppl was holding flowers . they looked sho fortunatee ,, yet im sobbing wib moi tears . after ach went home straight to preparee . after took cab all tish im still latee . =( den wenta catch movie intentionally . but it was full . =\\ sho we drop d topic .

anyway by chance i saw moi laopo there too . awhile more i left . went back to moi home sweet home which can let me vent moi sobbers . i wonder wart i m now . human nort human ,, ghost nort ghost . but wart i knew ish tat i mush change xxx away . jush fer d sake of us .

why loving sumone can hurt sho much ? maybe due to it`s deepness . moi heart ish hurting badly now ,, i guess yew noe i nid yew d most now . our lurfe used to b sho pure n sweet ,, it jush ended after a glance . i dunno how long i can take d pain . i knew it wasnt given by yew . instead it was given by moi ownself . why fate ish sho cruel ? here im all alone ,, covered wib wounds .

. heleftme - 13feb505

2005-02-13T23:08:00.000-08:00

the LOVE you once gave me ,, i will neber ever forget oritee ? for d PAIN i once experience ,, a scar left deep in me ,, the memories wud be there . becosh of yew ,, i realised wart`s lurfe . im here to thank`s yew ,, becosh yew allowed me to taste d sweetness of LOVE oncee . i will mish d time we once spent together n of cosh d sweetness yew once gave mee .

*you waved your hand high and said "goodbye" i kept my hand low and say "don't go"...

.tiringday

2005-02-12T01:56:00.000-08:00

well ,, im getting more n more confused wib baobei n laopo ler`x ! d thing i told one of them ,, i forgort to tell d other. in d end mixed up d whole thing moiself. =\

anyway today laopo neber come sch. mish her load loads lor`x ! in sch today alsho nth to do dee. watched movie during chem n maths. song man ! xD

was habing competition n sho on ,, boring seh ! after tat jiu dismissal liao. n of cosh went home straight after tat. went outtie wib moi laopo at abt 5 plus. wore clothes tat made me uncomfortable today! =\\ n after i went outta hse i remembered tat i forget to eat moi meal. =\

mish hubbie sho much. was wanting to c him today but he chiong-ing~ neber bring me go alsho ! ebritime de nah ~ =\\ den wenta bought ~~sumthing~~ fer valentine`s day. cost me a boom on moi angbao moneh !
but it`s worth it i htink ? cheers *

went all over d place n look out fer him. in d end he`s in d same place wib mee. yet im searching high n low fer him. alamak~ anyway was happie to c him. budden aint reallie happie abt sumthing. hai`x! i noe it wasnt his fault. =\

went home after he went chiong. actuallie wan send laopo off budden saw sho many stars. sho we intend to go 644 buy chicken wings to soccercourt n lie down to eat. saw baobei n alan theree ! weetuuweet ,, sho qiao siaa!

after tat left wo n laopo,, we were enjoying our chickenwings n abt our happie memory wib our dear ~ hehe`x. chat n chat i saw meteor star ! immediately made a wish. hope it come true baa. hehe`x ~ abt one plus we gone home liao. d atmosphere ish sho quiet n scary ,, cor laopo n chat along until i gort home n she gort home too. hehe`x ~

.angbaoangbao

2005-02-10T19:57:00.001-08:00

today waken up at 2 plus. dunno why tish few days sho late den wake up siaa. d time ish quite wasted neh`x. =\\ maybe d reason ish cosh i lacking of slp nowadays due to mornie time den went to bed baa. today cannort lidart liao. tml still gort sch.

two days neber saw moi baobei ler`x. mishing her much much! nbm ,, tml jiu can go outtie wib her liao. hehe`x. anyway jush came back from hubbie`s hsee. oh well ,, i think im quite `no mannered` today. neber bring oranges n bainian wib his papa yet i took d angbao. sho sorriee. =((

played one time of d mahjong. its fun okiee~ i wan play leh`x. who wan lai lai we play together. xD anyway jush now he played d mahjong sho farnie eh. but of cosh he`s cute oritee. hehe`x~ but gers tend to get close to him i think. wartever ,, i dun think i gort d rite to stop them either. =

think going outtie to bainian soon. hope can get abt 5 angbao today. sho far i gortten one fer today ler`x~
cheers*

.happiecny

2005-02-10T02:24:00.000-08:00

well. sho many days neber blog liao. abit mish d feeling siaa. but due to d `bo mood-ness` jiu bo bian nor`x. =
anyway today ish cny chu yi wor`x. wish ebrione a happie cny n all da besh of collection of angbaos. *cheers ~ =))

omg ,, now blogging de pattern machiam nort same liao. sho short eh. anyway today i`ll be habing reunion dinner ltr. n hubbie gonna come moi hse eat siaa. omg ~ first time moi marmie invites moi bf come fer reunion dinner. ai seh man ! lurfe her loads loads.

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oh well ,, jush now dear came moi hse bainian + reunion dinner. i tot there wud be alort of food sho tat i can feeds him until fatfat. but there aint alort`s. =\\ hubbie cor me go fetch him ,, in d end he reached moi hse de staircase there liao ,, frighten me summoree. =((

moi whole family seems to be accepted him. moi er jie still gave him angbao! LOL~ unexpected siaa. den after we eat ler`x ,, was intending to vs bomberman. in d end cold blanket was poured by moi marmiee. as we hab ta go god ma hse bainian liao. SOB !

moi marmie didnt gave hubbie a ridee. felt sho sorrie siaa. =(( den he went home wib d nianhuo marmie bought fer him ytd. hehe`x. marmie seems to be gud to him seh. weetuweet~ reached godma hse n sitsit.

went loyang baibai~ but me ,, nephew n biaojie stay inside d car n slp~ cosh cannort tahan anymoree. sho tired man! den stupid car was god damn hot. was perspiring away~ moi nephew cried n affected d atmosphere summoree. n idiotic mosquitoe bite all of us! nehneh~ i killed one of d both. =\

finally reached moi switty homee. gonna slp after tish. i mish moi him sho much. today finnaly saw him. at d verie first moment we hugged~ weets. lurfe him manymany.

.lifesarks

2005-02-07T15:02:00.000-08:00

orite lets start from ytd. didn reallie slp at all. rest fer abt 1 hour lidart jiu wake up go sch ler`x. cosh ytd nite reallie ish cant slp lor`x~ nehneh eh. wenta market wib moi auntiee. fer new year thingy. sho heavy man! n moi leg ish practically swollen. congrats~

again ,, new record. used 6 min to walk from moi hse to sch. cosh ish reallie late-ing sho chiong all d way. dashed across roads n sho on. lucky neber late after all~ today hab cpa exam. no mood in doing it lor`x~ tat tupid thomas made me ckp by his drawing. bth!

ah yong`s leg ish recovering. congrats~ today recess time wenta celebration corner sitsit wib qinaidee! i mish d time wib her~ hmm. saw d grasshopper kanna by crow. damn erxin oritee. =\

anyway jush reach home after sch. sho earlie siaa~ first time in history. cosh ltr hab ta pei laopo go out. many many placee. dunno how to went through wib moi injured leg siaa. hai`x~ all da besh ba joycelyn!

today ish da second day we neber contact at all ler`x. as he mentioned~ sumtime single better. izzit a hint to silence brk or sumthing ? =\\ i gort no choicee. all lays wib him. hai`x~ shag shag!

.ilurfenaomi!

2005-02-07T00:04:00.000-08:00

today supposed to woke up latee. but due to laopo`s news i ji tao jump up lor`x~ omg.

quarrelled wib him again. its oways again again n again. cold war ish wart we habing now. hai`x~ was waiting fer his cor // sms from 3.49pm until now. probably hes still outside enjoying // pei-ing his brudda baa.

nbm. life ish jush sho sarks to me fer now. n its REALLIE SARKS~ jush now went ang mo help moi auntie buy things. there were sho many thing on da list. heavy till siao~ =\\ den came back watch tv awhile wenta tidy up moi cupboard. now its sho neat. -satisfied-

think i shud rest earlie today. shudnt think too much as i doubt theres anyone out there truly cares. aiyaa ,, wartever. im oways in d fault. =]

.kansian.

2005-02-06T13:50:00.000-08:00

ytd woke up oni ,, felt sho pain under moi feet. n i hab diffculties walking oritee. cb onee. den abt 4 plus went out wib laopo to town. pei her shan shan xin baa? sho long nbeer go out wib her liao. =]

she bought one shirt fer me as pressiee. nice okiee~ hoho! shes sho nice to mee. den wenta town area n bought another shirt. both of us bought one fer ourself nor`x. nice nicee. den neber eat whole day cosh dun feel like eating lidart eh ?

went to shaw hse find jieqiang de bag. but searching high n low there wasnt any. =\\ n todays purpose ish finding `song su` haha`x~ n moi stupid leg ish damn pain okiee. machiam blueblack siaa. =\\ den walk back ps send laopo to mrt n wenta find dear.

moi aiai went there too wor`x. first time saw her neh`x. sho excited~ n she look sho chio lor`x. hair sho straight n nice man~ weetuweet. LOL.den went club x. 4 ppl were underagee. they tried to `puay` but unsuccessful. SOB~den i went in awhile sit sit lor`x. gort `badboy` wor`x. NICE~ was thinking of dancing but paiseh lar`x~ i one gerl nia meh? =\

saw kim they all there too. they cant go in as burfday haben reach. den i pei them tok tok awhile nor`x. after tat was sho boring oritee. walked here n theree~ sianazation. =\\ went back home at abt 3 lidart baa. took mers cab siaa. d uncle gave us free ridee. moi first time leh`x~ hao xin you hao bao!

.pmsy

2005-02-04T14:59:00.000-08:00

hai`s. i found moiself sho bad. treated him sho cold when hes trying to changee. wart kinda gf im? anyway ppl do tahan me fer tish few days. im jush gettng out from moi oldself. =\\

today sch was finee. ate cliston de biscuit n nicholas de sweet. eat alort lor`x! gonna fat till death. today laopo sho weird eh? dunno wart hab exactly happened to her too. hai`x~ all along until eng period. it was sho fun lor`x~ whole class was habing show n tell. sho many jokes ard. luff till peng siaa~

went to void deck sit sit after sch. den awhile ltr went homee. now was sho boring. think nort going anywhere today. doubt we cud mit fer today too. he gonna pei his bruddaa. as gort reason behind it. nbm lor`x. his brudda no time liao but i still gort timee. sho i kindly ~~lend~~ him to his brudda first.

but im sure i gonna mish him much. three days neber saw him liao. SOB. jush read his blog. im sho sorrie tat i gort d wrong ideaa. hai`x. im sho touched oritee. i hereby promish to be d one n oni to be there fer him. to change away moi playful ,, stupid ideaa of mee. i jush wan to be d rite ger fer him.

since we were attached to each other. why cant i c d other side of him? i dun mind oritee. cosh no matter he`s bad ,, naughty or wartever i wud still lurfe him as ever. jush tat i nid his whole heart to be wib me n lurfe me can ler`x~ m i too greedy? hope its nort.

.shitty

2005-02-03T22:17:00.000-08:00

shag shag shag. nowadays jush felt sho stressed. m i habing pms ? =\\ of cosh im nort late fer sch today as usual. nth reallie happened today in sch. jush tat during d show n tell thingy i alsho shy till cry. how lame im. =\

finally we made our lantern. how nicee. its better than wart teacher`s marmie madee. gort back home n get ready fer outing~ while waiting fer her. i go cut moi fringee. now dunno look like wart farg siaa. =[ baobei n i wenta tm walk walk. sho tiring siaa. bth. n i brought ba gua fer her. hehe`x~

after all i did nort bought anything homee. =\\ nbm can eventually help me save up alort. sian~ fergort tat moi ezlink ish inside moi sch bag. in d end hab ta use coins. =[ sian sian sian. jush now managed to catch moi 9pm show. cried during d show siaa. wondering why i sho emotional tish few days. kao~

dunno why. i jush wondering wart hes doing. why cant hab me along wib him. perhaps im jush a mad gerl who thinks too much. or rather im a burden to him. might bothered him. hai`x~ idiotic. cant i stop all tish wild thinking? or perhaps its ritee. =\\ im jush mishing him like crazy.

.imshofreakinglonely

2005-02-03T00:06:00.000-08:00

siao liao lar. tish few days kip slp in d late hour. =\\ n tish mornie when i wake up stomachee. freak siaa. but i geh geh go sch lor`x. cosh of cpaa. when habing pe was finee. still can run here n theree. n da gerls were playing `big wind` fun siaa.

during cpa i reallie buey dong lor`x~ most of d time im lying on da tablee. waste alort of time n nort much thing was donee. hai`x~ den return back to class was sho suffering. n i turned mad. its real mad oritee. den i cor moi marmie n dear. end up ish dear came to fetch me homee.

heard from him tat he went thru alort of obstacles on d process of faking as moi bruddaa. but lucky d clerk ish stupid enuff. i reallie hab to thanks moi baobei. she stands moi nagging n attitudee. muacks~

reached home i was sho painful lor`x. marmie neber scold me fer coming back home instead of stay in sch. lurfe her! awhile later wenta slp n wake up at 5 plus. song sia slp until gao gao. today ish sho boring seh? hai`x.

i guess he still dunno wart i wan neh. =\\ hai`x. or eventually even i moiself alsho dunno wart i wan from him. =[

.happiehappiehappie

2005-02-02T01:26:00.000-08:00

ytd after from 4pm slp until 11pm den neber slp liao. was actually waiting fer 235am. haha`x~ after tat both of us were busy playing com games. it was sho fun yeaa. n i plyed until 645. went bath n get ready fer sch.

as usual met baobei n went in. almost latee. haha`x~ was listening to petty gan`s nonsensee. after tat went fer cpa coursework. it looks sho difficult. hai`x~ all da besh to d whole 4a1. today`s chem was totally sarks. made me felt sho uneasy~ eewww.

im thinking him almost ebri minute ebri second. cant think of doing wart to stop it. hai`x~ n i wrote moi verie first letter to him today! hoho. im sho happie fer our third month without noeing why too? ^.^v

soon sch we were dismissed. went point fer some purposes. went home straight after tat. wenta bed as miting him at 630. im sho tired n i cudn hang on anymoree. woke up at 630. omfg. im lated! rushed here n theree. reached ps at 730. wenta collect moi hp. i mish it sho much.

after i found him. he took me fer dinner. japanese food wor`x. sho romantic siaa. first time eat dinner in d restaurant wib moi bf. hoho! a day to remember. well d food ish quite nice but its sho ex man~ =\\ but i ate until verie full seh. hehe`x. lurfe dear sho much.

after slacking in ps awhile den took bus home wib hubbiee. hoho~ dear inside d bus verie take care of mee. kept cover me wib his extra shirt. den kept muackmuack mee. sho happie man! he wenta moi hse take his big pressiee. hope he will like it wor`x. =] jush den he left moi hsee. sent him fer cab n gave him gudbye kish. hehe`x~ today im reallie happie lor`x. hope dar alsho feel sho instead of sian. =))

.happiethreemonth

2005-02-01T02:35:00.000-08:00

hoho~

happie

three

month!

muacks.

lurfe

yew

sho

muchiee!

x...allalonee.

2005-01-31T15:57:00.000-08:00

well. today im reallie almost late fer sch. i woke at at 710 which ish 25 min latee. hab ta rushed all d way n im sho tired lor`x. cant stand it man. n i forgort to tie moi haircut shoelaces. end up mush wear moi size 2 shoee. =\\

as im reaching sch real soon. baobei still at point. o.O den i went in first. d moment i sat down d bell goes~ *phew. heng siao. moi laopo today neber come wor. sho d mish her seh. =[ n today ah yong ish cripple. sho poor thing man. c him walk until damn jialat siaa. alamak~

today eat in sch siaa! miracle oritee. keke`x~ during math lesson i slp. oops~ reallie felt verie much better than beforee. but i missed moi math lesson. hai`x~ todays assembly was nort sho boring baa. geraldine ish our head prefect. hai`x~ i felt wasted fer moi qinaidee. =[

actuallie going to collect moi hp dee. but no one wan pei me go. baobei ish tired. dear ish busy. was wondering shud i go alone or collect it another day? dunno alsho. anyway today kept hab d tot of today`s d 1st of feb? haha`x~ im sho freaking tired. let me hab a rest first!

x...worriedyday

2005-01-31T00:36:00.000-08:00

today woke up at 11. its earlie fer me nor`x. ytd nite slp at 5am again. hai`x~ sumthing happened to him. was sho freaking worried. cant exposed to anyone too. cried in d middle of d nitee. *sign~

first thing i done was to cry him immediately when i woke up. was anxious to hear his voicee. finally he pick up. i was sho relief. we changed d miting time n placee. met baobei n alan at point. together took bus n go pasir ris.

stupid bus sho many lao di ko. knn. hope they gone blind sooner or later. =\\ met laopo n xiao qiang at inter. was sho freaking extra ortiee. =[ neh neh lor~ went to downtown wib ~~freeride~~. woops~

saw moi bk fren. erzi n baoming. hoho~ sho long neber c them ler`x. went off after a hiee. went in n saw dar. he saw us when we enter n gatee. sho coincidencee. ahboy lester bradly cheryl n demster were there too. we together hab twelve ppl. tats alort okiee.

was sho enjoying man~ though hubbie ps me abit. but he alsho nidda pei brudda de maa. =)) den at abt 550 he went off as sumthing held up. we went off after a few thrilling ridee. it was sho FUN lor`x. ebrione shud go n try it. saw dear when we going to bath. gud timing. xD

moi hair was pratically damaged. =\\ wan enjoyment mush gib a pricee. nbm anyway moi hair isnt straight nor in gud condition in d first placee. after bathing cheryl baobei laopo alan xiao qiang all eating kfc. i neber eat ish cosh was save up.

went inter wib ~~freeride~~ again. hoho. xD den took 88 homee. was sho freaking tired lor`x. bth. chat wib cheryl along d way homee. reached point wib baobei n alan. was finding moi nephew to pei me homee. den went up ntuc buy biscuit fer tish week food. haha`x~ today moi nephew ish sho obedient.

10 plus reached home together wib moi auntie n nephew. now im left wib 85 cant. aint i pitiful. xD nbm broke to exchange enjoyment ish oritee. i mish moi dearie sho much. nth cud express moi feeling lor`x. but i think i gort improvement towards him i guess? =]

x...sianzations

2005-01-30T01:18:00.000-08:00

ytd abt 4 plus dear finally came back homee. hehe`x~ at least i neber brk d promish i made to moiself. weetts~ den abt 5 am den slp together wib hubbiee.

hai`x. sho sian wor. oready wake up when it turns 11. dunno why i slp sho late yet sho earlie wake up seh? summore ish auto mode eh ? hmm. den eat porridge n watch tv. tot dar haben wake up. when i log into msn hes insidee. LOL.

later going out to catch our 3rd month pressiee. hoho~ finally its reaching man. hais. i sho d mish him man. 3 days neber saw him liao. saddy sad. SOB! told him how i felt tish few days. hai`x~ tml maybe going wild wild wet baa? nort sure too. hai`x~ im broke oritee. his pressie sho ex wor. but nbm. cosh its fer him dee. no matter wart alsho mush hab moneh buy. =))

-updated-
sho sian man. jush came home nort long ago baa. today isnt a day fer me n him. communicate den shag liao. hai`x. anyway jush now went town buy his pressiee. before bought it baobei n me went to fix hp. gorta made moi hp stay there siaa. i mish it!

coming out from ps sumone zhutzhut. we neber turn. but sumone shout `pinkishwawaa` den i turned. i saw no one i noee ? weird siaa. tat person mush be shout liao den hidee. LOL. on d way to town saw twinnie wor. hehe`x~ sho chio neh.

den went to buy. stayed at d shop fer sho long oritee. hab d membership. haha`x. now i left wib no moneh. hai`x~ den went to cine ding dingyang they all n go bishan. baobei treat me ajisen ramen neh`x. 30 siaa. sho ex. =\\ but its sho nice nor`x. n verie full alsho. muacks~ saw airu wor. she ish sho ahlian? n her stupid fren diao mee. kao~

went to take bus after tat. reached point. wenta find moi nephew n auntiee. was wanting to go home wib them but cant find them eh? den baobei go find alan nor`x. together at kopitiam sit. den saw moi nephew. he n moi auntie at kfc eat. after discussing wib baobei went home alonee. cosh they neber wait fer mee. =\\

hai`x. today ish can say go to where quarrel to wheree. in msn before going out. on d way home in d phonee. in d phone in kopitiam. hai`x~ as he said. i hab to tolerate fer tish few days. i`ll try moi verie besh baa. cosh i reallie lurfes him dee. hai`x. one more day ish our second mth. dunno ish happie or sad eh. =\\

x...lonieday

2005-01-28T13:37:00.000-08:00

oh well. ytd was kinda lazy sho neber update. xD in sch nth reallie happened baa. after sch stayed back fer d lantern thingy. one hour jush flew off lidart. hai`x. den went home to rest. played com d whole day. moi eyes were sho tired.

marmie wans me to acc her go malaysiaa. i lied on d bed at abt 11 plus jush waiting fer her to preparee. when she wakes me up i jush gave attitudee. partly cosh im too tired. sorrie marmiee. was intend to buy food from malaysia n passed it to dear dee. but due to d time concern sho cancel it.

was slping thru d whole journey orites. reached home at 5am! oh gosh. almost cant wake up today. again today was earlie to sch. nth much happened too. hai`x. two days neber met dar ler`x. i mishing him shoooo much. =\\ n now hes gonna come hougang exercisee. doubt we cud mit today. =(( another 3 more days ish our 3rd month ler`x. xD

wart a lonely friday i gonna hab fer today. hai`x. later maybe go outtie alone to buy our 3rd month pressie baa. sad casee.

anyway todays alan bdae. hereby wishing him happie 17th bdaee.

x...energetic.

2005-01-26T16:06:00.000-08:00

ytd i from 5pm slp until tish morniee~ LOL. im sho pig. maybe tats d way sho as to pass day fast baa? cosh i two days neber saw him ler`x. hai`x~ i mish him alort. today was up earliee. went bath all tish n gort moi new shoe which i bought long time ago. size ish 2. =\\

on d way to sch ish like ish still earliee? normally i go sch neber c as many hougeans like today dee. den met baobei. omg moi leg ish sho pain neh`x! bth siaa. d behind tat thing sho hard~ n thanks to it i gort two blister. =\\ as im nort wrong we today reallie verie earlie siaa. we sat at d front of d row. =))

in class kip eat sweets today? haha`x! dear wake up sho earlie today siaa. haha`x! as i was doing homework in class during recess therefore i intend norta eat. stupid prefect go cor mr lee. shit him man. he shout n shout. kns one lor`x~ ewwww. den yilik oready help us buy hotdogs. sho we went down find them.

i jush simply hate new DMs. they tot fernandez nort in sch they can act big. shit lor`x~ now den i noe fernandez de hao. =(( i mish him oritee? hab english test fer sho sudden. haha`x~ lucky today gort enuff time to do it. hmm. tml gonna help mrs lai do lantern siaa. sian~

after sch hab laopo n baobei along to moi hse there rc. gonna book bbq? nort sure too. cosh if open sure verie ex dee. den i where gort moneh fer moi 3rd month n valentine pressiee? hmm. we shall decide sum other days. hai`x. im sho hungry man~ n moi leg ish sho painful. =((

today ish jiahui bdae wor`x. wish she hab a happie 16th bdae. =))

x...immishinghim

2005-01-25T17:38:00.000-08:00

today almost late again. moi gastric pains from ytd till today lor`x~ cant stand siaa. its sho farging pain alritee. again met baobei n went in sch together. kanna caught fer no collar badge at first. in d end stupid mdm habibah catch moi shoee. =\\ hab ta change new shoe without highcut.

baobei n me today can reallie say we neber listen to all lesson. farnie ish chemistry period no book hab to stand. i took physics pretending. haha`x~ english period was habing grp work. priscilla kanna chosen fer our grp de presentor. LOL. i was cod by mrs lai fer lantern making. im nort gud at tat lor`x. =

sian sian. after sch went point den go mall. cosh helping moi marmie do thing. hai`x~ all couples lor`x. laopo wib xiaoqiang. den baobei wib alan. hai`x~ im d extra eh. =(( rushed home cosh tot i can visit his grandmaa. but when i bath finish all these he said he can oni bring himself along. hai`x~ nebermind baa. i`ll slps alritee.

x...sickyday.

2005-01-24T01:02:00.000-08:00

TODAY ISH MOI BURFDAY! today wake up jush in timee. but walked damn fast to sch cosh i cant c d time as moi hp spoilt. hai`x. den was standing at d gate there wait fer baobei. den gort tish verie er xin de guy ask me ish tish moi sch. diao! den he ask wart our sch gerls can hab long hair? =\\

hoho. qinaide was d first to wish me happie bdaee today! smoochies~ gort alort of wishing from many ppl wor`x! thanks peepsss frens forever~ there were always ad + disad. ad ish i gort pressie from twinny! its sho prettay alritee. hehe`x! ai si ta liao. den disad ish kana beat by wanqing once i saw her. pain lor`x! SOB.

today i brought a useless phone to sch siaa. cant sent// cor outtiee. cant recieved thingiee. cant c anything alsho. o.O wondering why i bring it along alsho? hai`x. today was sho hungry man! but still kept those temptation. cosh reallie nidda savee! fer our 3rd month n valentine pressiee!

after sch went home prepare fer outiee! went kbox neh`x. reallie ish sing dao gaogao siaa. sho tired. *yawns. today i was home earlie. 11 plus niaa. marmie neber face black black. hoho~ jush now kana disturb by three guy! shit them up side down~ argh! im habing tat stupid gastric~ cb onee. go find others maa. =\\

dear now ish in hospital visiting his grandmaa. hai`x~ suddenly felt sho no mood alsho. jush praying tat ebrithing will be alrite fer his grandmaa! dear to sick wor`x. saddie cosh maybe ish i passed d sickness to him dee. sorrie hubbiee! mush eat med okiee? muacks*

x...onemoreweekto3rdmonth.

2005-01-23T14:41:00.000-08:00

now playing com n zou bo siaa. hp spoil spoil. sad case man! hai`x. where ish moi warranty card~ =(( now waiting fer 330 before i cud get out of tish placee. well. i mish moi laopo n baobei. shooo long neber c them ler`x. hai`x~

hmm. one more week will be me n him de 3rd month liao wor`x! time flew man~ but moi heart still lurfes him as much as ever. hoho~ how i wish he wud be mine forever. m i too greedy? xD

-updated-
actuallie tish ish edited on 24th. but jush dun wanna waste d thing. haha`x~ ytd went outtiee. d farging stupid weather ish sho god damn hot! at first was oready feeling awkard. n i at abt evening reallie cant stand liao. shed tears siaa. cant control too. cosh reallie verie kao wei lor`x~

was searching high n low fer demster pressie as he bought one fer me too. after tat went red chair there mit him liao jiu go void deck sit sit. was damn fun as we were ... ppl. LOL. they r sho di siao lor`x~

went to his hsee. his maid cook fer me wor`x~ yummie yummiee. hmm. den play com awhile liao jiu go rest. as i reallie verie hot lor`x~ hubbie gib me panadol. i was abt to vomit out siaa! too long neber eat med liao. den he gib me sweet. jush like a child. =\\ LOL. hes sho swit towards me lor`x~ im melted!

hmm. was reading his past letters from his gf. knew tat he changed alort wor`x~ =)) but still gort some bad habit haben kick away baa? nbm im willing to change moi bad habit together wib him eh. =)) went home by cab. =\\ ex lor`x~! but no choicee. went home ji tao koon! sho freaking tired~

x...nortrealliemoiday?

2005-01-23T01:49:00.000-08:00

finally im back to moi own swit homee. im sho freaking tired alritee. xD n i mish him. yea no mistakee. though i was wib him whole day. but moi mind jush habing him poping out ebriwheree. hoho~ ai si taa. muackmuack.

earlie in da afternoon gone to moi gan marmie hse to passed her sumthing. warts surprising ish habing him to pei me chat on phone along d way man. its been sho long since we gort such a long conversation thru phonee. n again moi phone spoil. idiotic eh.

reached her hse at abt 215? due to tat stupid bus sho slow man. sit until wan vomit liao siaa. den sat until 345 den go off ler`x. was kip coring him asking where he ish all tat. its nort weird if he finds me fan. =)) alighted from bus at far east shopping centre theree. cosh i scare d bus dunno gort go ps maa? from there walked to ps in such a hot weather~ piang!

reached ps at last. i was perspiring all ard. hoho. after went up arcade cant find him siaa? cor him again. he jush sound sho harsh. hai`x. after tat found him ler`x. as we were holding hand he wan go play game jush push away moi hand lidart. liew~ after tat dunno wan go where he jush walk sho fast n left me alone in da crowd. hai`x. he changed.

went mb fer celebration on apples bdaee. 27 ppl otogether man. its alort lor`x. there was two steamboat on our indiviual tablee. he was separated from mee. hai`x. but sweet after bitterness. he fed me wib food. hoho~

headed back to mb station. d bus ish sho crowded man~ sort things out wib him. he said he will try to change back. yipee. lurfe him till bits~ hmm. in da train to ps he was removing moi ugly nail polish fer mee. sho `xi xin` of him orh`x. ^.^v

reached ps it was 1005. we wenta shop he bought bdae present fer mee. due to his `xi kuay nao` oops. xD he forgort to take collect it from d shop. aiyo. ebritime de wor`x! but heard tat it cost him a boom? i mush cherish it if tats d casee. saw jerren theree. he jealous siaa. LOL. went home by 147. he alighted at his hse theree. sho sad when i saw him walked off before i do. =(( anyway i gonna slp~ but oni after he came homee. hoho!

2005-01-22T03:48:00.000-08:00

done by hubbie de wor`x. smoochies